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The old me is dead and gone, but the new me gonna be alright
The big boy

when i was a child,
i spoke as a child, i understood as a child,
i thought as a child;
but when i become a man, i put childish things away.

-1 Corinthians 13:11

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Saturday, June 27, 2009

Hey guys, I've deleted off my tagboard,
which means that soon this blog will be deleted and gone for good
ohya, i guess i won't be returning to blogger anymore,
so do delete off this link
and do cont. catch me on my livejournal

godspeed guys!

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 6/27/2009 01:57:00 AM

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Hey guys, switched to livejournal, like finally
hmm... do relink thanks

will still be opening this blog, so do feel free to tag though


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have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 4/01/2009 08:51:00 PM

Saturday, March 28, 2009



"Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too."

"The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?"

had my two orals, el and cl, yesterday and today morning respectively
i would say, i did fairly?
haha i'm not very confident to get high scores, but at least i knew one thing
i've put my very best
well, i think english oral was easier
i screwed the chinese conversation up a little, which is omdg -.-
anyway, when i'm taking my oral, i find one thing the two examiners have in common
they're having their eyes opened wide
maybe they're mesmerized by my drastic gesticulations
My salesperson's habits kicked in.

cl listening compre was easy,
i have confidence that i will score very well for it :D

weekends homework are piling up -.-
ss notes, eng compo, math, chinese, history
haha hopefully i could complete everyhting by tomoro,
yea hope, wish, dreams
it's unlikely for me to complete everything

Darren came my house today after cl listening compre
haha showed him my plan for grad nite clothings :D
ok it shall be remained secret
(a crazy fool like me who's already planned his gradnite suit)

ohya, i guess very soon i may switch to livejournal
kinda bored with blogger now
and livejournal seems so much interesting haha
still trying to get used to it

三个铃 says that she's gonna slaughter my home family the next time she sees me
oh man, im so scared ;D

"It seems that I can't shake those memories. I wonder if you feel the same way too?"

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/28/2009 09:00:00 PM

Thursday, March 26, 2009

"it takes time for a person to see the full picture so large..."

okay, i found out that i'm blogging frequently nowadays,
well, more frequent than the few months back at least
sore throat is recovering, which is great
hopefully I'll be fine for oral tomorrow

"... and it really takes time for me to understand..."

Term 2 week1 is no longer fun.
I've noticed that lessons are getting tense, somehow
(maybe i'm just imagining things?)
It's really time for every one of us to get serious in our studies
and for me to buck up in everyting, esp my el -.-
well how i wish my english is getting better
disappointment.

"... every attempts to see the full picture make me bleed from within."

When you find your mind is racing,
the voices within are roaring too loud
you'll definitely find a way to keep u busy
and try to find a way to escape these roars, these insanity
that's what i did, my mind is filled with thoughts
so much that i have to keep myself as busy as possible
giving myself as little time alone as possible
that's why i worked as a salesperson, which i have barely any time alone
and that's why i go for art everytime after school
well, gimme a sec, i didn't mean that i do art jus to escape
i love art, and it's also one way for me to relax
well, hopefully everything's gonna be alright

do you call these stress? or i'm jus imagining things too much?

April is appraoching, it's time for me to take my strides.

nobody is ever perfect. not me, not you.
behind that mask of confidence lies the shadow of insecurity.

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/26/2009 10:05:00 PM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

hohoho 三个铃,零,灵 :D
(inside joke)

haha decided to put up this pic, since shuang said that i'm such a bad person
who didnt put this pic up while she did
took this pic during one of the math lessons, when we two got dead bored.
haha don't i look kiddy in this pic? :D

for the reason why shuang's being called san ge ling than liang ge ling (shaung ling)
i shall keep it a secret.
hey i'm risking my life of being killed by her tomoro by putting up san ge ling :D
haha dun kill me if u ever see this man :P

well, i do consider about addressing her 000 in my blog... hmmm...

anyway, my throat was pretty bad today,
especially this morning, before recess.
it was so terrible that i couldn't speak at all
and i could only communicate with 'san ge ling' using paper and pens
LAWL
fortunately, i got better after having my recessbreak
and my throat doesn't hurt so bad for chinese and english
but still, it's unbearable.

math remedial is enjoyable, though i believe that we've gotten mr hui too pissed off
haha with all the hamas and 'san ge ling' :D
yaoming," waah shuangling, ni shi james bond de senior sia. people 007, u 000"
so went to watch volleyball match for a while, and went home to take my things
headed for art till 6.30
progression? it wasn't that bad, yet not near perfect =(

well, counting down... approximately 160 days to 31 of August
O'lvl paper 1 submission! It does seems long, but i dun think that way
you see, almost 3 months has gone, and most of us were still doing sketches?

hopefully my throat will recover soon, cl and el orals are on their way!

have been in no mood these days
and a bit tired? haha stress' fault
it seems like i've ceased to greet, esp with my bad throat soring -.-
hopefully i'll have my mood lifted soon :D

trying not to think, trying hard not to think...

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/24/2009 08:21:00 PM

Monday, March 23, 2009

My throat is killing me, for chrissake!

first day of school today, and everything isn't that bad
despite having some sores in the throat, and slight headache early morning
anyway, i'm jus blogging out of boredom
everything seems good, though i'm not feeling as great
stress is overwhelming, for goodness' sake
damn... term 2 of the year after all

guess i have to do my homework now,
like i said, i'm jus blogging out of boredom
lol, have been re-reading my wolf of wall street.

another post with half-palm-length. damn

I looked out that txi window,"It'll definitely be wonderful if both of us were meant for each other." but no, we don't

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/23/2009 08:54:00 PM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

okay, i've decided to delete my 2 prev posts
cos i see no point in posting half-a-palm-size of blogpost on my blog
so i decided to sum out eveything in this new posts haha

so i'm very proud to say that i've done with my math and Amath hw on heymath
well, for once, i did my hol homework during holiday
normally, i'll jus do them when the school reopens
oh man, it's painful to remember the fact tt i did not complete my chinese and ss hw

so after so many things
i found myself on the verge to commit the same old mistakes i've made once
have been thinking a lot on wednesday, when i'm terribly sick
when i'm dying from sneezings and coughings and headaching
suddenly, i see no meaning in whatever i do
life is tiring... after all

school's reopening soon, in 2 days' time
and i didnt get to enjoy myself due to heavy schedules..
was practically busy with school works and IT show during the past weekend
somehow, art became a way for me to relax and a medicine for me to stop imaging things
stress are overwhelming these days, so good to have people whom you can rely on
too bad, i have none haha. well, maybe it's jus cos i don't want to

currently listening to 'littlest things' by lily alen
recieved it from james haha
kinda like tt song, find it v nice though
the lyrics don't relate to me in any ways
am jus in love with the music

no one to go to movie with this weekend, which is so sad for me
haha well my movie vouchers expires on the last day of may
so it's alright :D
i'll jus have to postpone to some other days

2 in the morning right now
and i find myself not sleeping, but continuing this post and listening to music
hmm.. i dunno anymore
someone talk to me please~

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/21/2009 12:56:00 AM