The big boy
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
oh man,, tomoro's exams! arh.... im so damn nervous and im suffering from dizziness @_@ hmm wonder if i'll be alrite... hahaha ok anw, wish me the best of luck for my english paper, cos i'll do my best not to disappoint those who actually wished me the best :D & of cos, friends, all the best to you too! and i know, this tym round, thr's vry limited ppl who got special well-wishings from me i guess i only gave out two hahas sorry man, it's difficult to make this one anw all the best everyone! i'm working hard for exams now (: have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 9/25/2008 10:17:00 PM Monday, September 22, 2008
Twisted It's the end of the way that it used to be Sipping on my guilt under a willow tree cause I'm... Twisted Dancing in my head to a funked up beat Tripping on the corner of a two way street And, I smile a twisted smile when I say... Let the world keep turning Cause I'll be standing still And the Earth feels closer to heaven Just because you're here I've been chased by angels I've been drunk out of my mind And the Earth feels better than heaven Just because you're here Twisted Twisted Seeing my reflection in the concrete ground Leaving my theories on the merry go round cause I'm... Twisted Trying to make sense of a traffic sign Searching for the genius in a nursery rhyme And, I smile a twisted smile when I say... Let the world keep turning Cause I'll be standing still And the Earth feels closer to heaven Just because you're here I've been chased by angels I've been drunk out of my mind And the Earth feels better than heaven Just because you're here Twisted Twisted yea &im so sicked today that i'm living with a twisted smile ![]() so cool aint it? stepping on top of the police car, i wanna do that :D argh... stressed up by exams, and im sick cos of ytd's studying and studying nvm i shall study well, score well for humans and i can step on top of tt police car one day :D http://link.brightcove.com/services/link/bcpid1184801887/bctid1624825680 link to video of brian mcfadden slammed on the back glass of the police car on loan anw i wun be going online to blog, tag, tagged, friendster or watever would be online if im revising my work on net, like heymath so say you gonna miss me And the Earth feels better than heaven Just because you're here have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 9/22/2008 04:43:00 PM Friday, September 19, 2008
my pay made my day :D finally i've got my pay say bye-bye to my poor days :D (for maybe a few more weeks?) got 200+ in my possesion, wow hopefully it gonna last me long biology test today, and i'm lucky to be able to complete my bio homework or else no submittion, no test ytd's homeworks are hard... damn it olestra thingy == and today, it's dth easy (dth= damn the hell f.y.i.) im sure to pass man :D and chinese im damn pissed, and it ruined my day english, made to collect money again paid mine, like finally today thr's no assembly, so stayed in hmroom, did some self revision and updates on my cf files borrrredom went to funan to collect my pay, oh man so long i've not been to town and got back for pathetic maths remedial, me only the rest i dunno where they've fly to == dth i was bored.. so i jus did trigo with paster bq trigo identities hahas went to toa payoh rite away after bathing, cos gotta pass andy his pay and walked round and oruind with him and went home and look forward, exams! this blog has been here for 7 months alr very soon it's gonna be the end of this yr, and we'll be setting to go for our o's time jus passes so fast, and im gonna pick up steps revision for examination! amaths, maths, physic, biology, history, social studies art prep to be completed too and i believe, vry soon, these will be my past & im looking forward to the future ;D And I'm so sick of love songs So tired of tears So done with wishing you were still here Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow So why can't I turn off the radio? & i'm so sick of love songs... have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 9/19/2008 06:08:00 PM Wednesday, September 17, 2008
hey i'm done with the amaths it day work, maths one i cant find, chinese and english, i assume thr's none and for bio one and english vocab, i'll do it today along with my chinese compo and hist seq practice wow today's damn crammed up woke up at 8am, and i slept at 9:30 ytd! went i somehow wake up at midnight, my mp3's still on oh man, my bad habit but i was somehow kinda tired, and i switched it off and slept again wat a pig, and jocelyn called me one ytd night hahas tt girl with full of gunpowder suddenly i have this tendency to study unlike last term, which is total crap i was all along in hols mood, maybe cos i have deprived june holidays? but this tym, no cos i've got this feeling, i have the potential to do whatever i believe i can jus tt im so locked up, and the prev show made me more confident than ever im pumping myself with studies haha so now u notice, it's aint unusual seeing me copy down notes and i dun wanna let teachers who tried their best in teaching us down should not waste their effort for chinese, i jus wanna get the "throne" back, i did badly for my common test k not wanting to boast, the "throne" is aint much of throne i jus want my standard of chinese to go back to how it should be, and tt's my "throne" so dun get the wrong idea, i have no tendency to boast (: anw i find art blog is cool, i wanna have one whr i use art work as main topic of the post, and use it to express how i felt but when will i be implementing it? im not sure should be soon i guess ok going art soon, last piece, last piece :D after tt, im able to concentrate on revision alr i've got no such request like getting first in class, top 5 what so ever all i ask is to score well for humanities (: god bless amen have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 9/17/2008 12:54:00 PM Tuesday, September 16, 2008
im back on post again! didnt blog ytd, cos was sticking my eyes on videos :D ya so now i've got to blog man been busy recently, cos of the clay but finally, im left with one more piece! and i'll be done! :D tomoro! one last day :D hahas anw tomoro's it day, so shiok! (it reminds me of jin seok =x) tomoro im gonna do my vry best man! gonna make it perfect! :D :D :D and exam's closing in, im gonna work hard for humanities! cnnt let teacher down, cos she work vry hard to teach :D ok gonna end here, im tired~ hahas seeya tmr in the morning! have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 9/16/2008 08:32:00 PM Sunday, September 14, 2008
![]() hahas a sotong, wonder if i'll become one after this hahas u know im joking anw i shall post about the family night? so friday after school went to the artroom immediately for the angel clay making ms ng wasnt thr, so went to the canteen to buy something to eat (p.s. i didnt had my lunch) saw claudine thr, and chatted with her for a while haha nvr knew the sch was so empty after sch anw friday's a great commitment, completed two figures! ballet shoe and zither(guzheng f.y.i.) i didnt make the zither well, cos the plan's so wrong the clay cant even hold the thread well =( but the ballet shoes are quite a success :) supposedly i should make somemore but i have to go early, cos of the aps family night sadly, ADRIAN CHONG'S late again == ya, tt guy made me wait for him for 30 sweet minutes and olivia arrived earlier than him suprisingly mr ong did remember me after so long gave olivia her bdae card, without present cos adrian did not get to buy any =( sorry man anw anderson just look as familar as it is jus tt some things changed alot no more fancy wall paintings, with additional cyber cafe, which is vry much cooler than last yr and this tym the night isnt vry nice many areas were closed down, and no more candles =( damn i bought 3 packets and all gone to waste.. saw many people thr, like cj, kiakiat, yanfeng and many others and rachel went oso, hahas she told me she's not at first and tt was quite a surprise and the whole event got bought, i decided to go the amk with adrian and his sister oh man, believe it? im actually chose to go to whr i find boring and saw fengying at the train station so walked arnd amk hub till 10:15 charmaine has become my sister, hahas wow tt's cool :D arh ok this post wasnt much complete, but i think it should be ok cos i gtg anw i like my new blogsong, like only a woman can by brian mcfadden! my idol? "She changed my life She cleaned me up She found my heart Like only a woman can She pulls me up When she knows I'm sad She knows her man Like only a woman can" im really liking this song alot and true, it's only a woman can i doubt i wanna find such a woman so soon hahas and the whole world's telling me to find myself a stead == forget it! have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 9/14/2008 05:43:00 PM Thursday, September 11, 2008
hey im not tired today! and so today morning, i was tired =/ yup cos ytd did not have a good night sleep, how unfortunately and i was like so @_@ during the morning assembly wat i could remember is tt we sang the national athem two times today! lol thr's lotsa time i wanna address to this issue it's like we've been singing our natl athem alot of time each day!! nvm forget it hcs did not come to sch today! :D so no math! but thr's math test no matter what the test was easy lar, i think i shud be able to score for the test :D and watch the show "brotherhood of war" during s.s it was a great show, about the korean war 1950 i even skip half of chinese and whole recess for tt and left for chinese after tt, and found out we're not doing anything particularly my compos assignments were well done :D did some quiz for english quite a fun one, and challenging hahas though i didnot able to complete it c.i.p today! went to the bishan home for the intellectual disabled as volunteers the bus we're in is bad in condition(boo) hahas jkjk and alicia borrowed from me my mp3 at first is like im hesitating.. check my playlist, all songs with vulgarities schroll schroll schroll switch to chinese playlist then pass to her hahas cant blame me, i jus like rapmusic alot the class was separated into 2 groups, one do the cleaning, another do the gardening i did the gardening with alicia, cheryl, chenli and rachel damn fun man, chenli kept pulling up long weeds with deep roots while the rests of us jus managed to pull those which are small or simply have small roots took some pictures oso, though not with me will post it up someday when i recieve it from alicia today's cip's kinda fun hahas so walked to j8 from thr with edward, cheryl and rachel chenli and alicia walked so fast tt it's hard for us to catch up after tt alicia went home left me, chenli, edward and rachel edward tt bastard brought 200 bucks with him 0.0 lol richguy so i was with edward as he wanna buy the tongue stud rcahel and chenli went to popular to buy smth oh man, edward's so rich tt he actually spent 8.80 to treat us drinks and took train with chenli and rachel, since edward's so rich tt he chose to take taxi home, when ike what he said, his house is jus 5 busstops away i alighted at yck with rachel, and walked with her until my house thr (anw we live near each other) and luckily i took an extra bio worksheet cos she lost hers, and mrs choy mentioned tt she will giv us dc if we failed to pass up tomro (it's hols hw fyi) well tt worksheet did not goes to waste :D today's real good, i like it :D ok i gotta go, im sleepy haha and ya... tomoro aps family night! gonna finish up my clay after school asap and go for tt night :D have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 9/11/2008 07:52:00 PM Wednesday, September 10, 2008
rubbing my eyes... ... yawning a bit, a bit lar .... hahahas hi! i've jus awoken from my sleep, and now's 10:36 on my com hmm not bad eh? im sweaty today's another day in sch, and math is no longer lonely! cos keegen sat with me today and trigo graph's getting sianner... basically thr's nth much during sch today we've finally completed the chapter on pacific war and now back to russian revolution getting nervous now! exam's getting so close after sch had chinese oral, invigilator? chenwanqing == die liao, im so dead i'd never thought tt the conver qn is so damn difficult and i studded damn the hell.... and she's scary, not a single smile on her face art after sch again, did guzheng today sad to say, it wasnt well done cos i took too long to mould out the shape of the body, which leaves alot of cracks but still, i managed to do quite well as it's kinda difficult and the string part ruined whole thing so now im thinkiing hard, and reflecting hard gonna work better on friday! this shall be the end of post today's quite fun actually hahas but tiring have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 9/10/2008 10:36:00 PM Tuesday, September 9, 2008
0_0 ..... .. ?? ... .... zZzZZ i'm having phobia of heymath now! the hols homeworks.... killer machines i dun even know how to do a single bits die die im so dead i felt like sleeping... anw now's 9:58 and i've completed my emaths heymath assignment! yipee wat a accomplishment 18/22 =D back to today early morning recieved some forms on aesthetic enhancement prog sch's forcing us to take one! some are interesting, some i dunnid it i find the making choker one would be good, but is it too girlish? using beads and crystals 0.0 forget it comic drawing i dun really need it, and it's jus basic sessions, evn if i wanna go i wanna go for a more challenging one doodling with wire, im not really interested chinese painting? it could be good, but i think i could be vry boring, and see if chenli's choosing it and the music one like vocal singing, pardon me, i cant sing :D not really into stomp percussion and alicia's saying tt we should take hiphop dance. hahahas i know not maths im all alone damn the helllll it's sian, and it's sian s.s, was per normal lar nth much and physics we got to use comlab :D bio, mrs choy was damn angry.... cos none of us did the hols homework and to be vry true, i didnt even remember it existed! hahas dun blame me, i was all choked up during hols english, we had some study on etymology the study of origins of words wow chim and history, another funny lesson ms tan was talking in a way tt not only we laugh, she herself was laughing too and i didnot hand up my rev to her cos after the lesson ended, which is sch dismissal she flew to somewhr in the speed of wind, and i cant see her =/ anw, bad thing bout today, math and i caught some cold so after sch, went to artroom to complete my copy painting some touchup actually here, the completed work okay this is my artpiece, the final one! ms ng is vry satisfied with this work of mine she said it was vry good, like how some others said so but to me, it's not good enough man.. hahas maybe cos of my personality, or maybe i know whr are my mistakes anw take a look at the original copy and u'll see see tt difference? nguyen than's painting style is real hard to copy anw, im glad tt i've completed this work which ive been dreading to complete hmm... supposedly the whole story ends right here but, no! thr's more i played with angel clay :D the leftovers fro ytd though but still as great supposedly to start making the gift for the GOH(?) so i decided to make a human figure instead of cartoon a ballerina, from a picture i found on net and supposedly it suppose to be vry nice but somehow, due to the bad quality of clay as it is left overs it died =x not literally, but i has many shattering parts yeah, but it's still nice fear! the waist keep going to break apart =/ here's the final piece it's quite nce from far, but lotsa crack and errors whr u see it properly basically it's due to the hardness of the leftover clay and of cos, i spray too much water =x but ms ng was quite happy with my performance she said i can be a clay animator in future hahas (ms ng was trying to propose for claynimation workshop this dec hols) though i dun really know wat it is, something like domo? some of the sec4s art students were thr too and some were telling me tt it's nice :D wat an accomplishment :D and i proposed to learn fashion design tomoro gg back to artroom to cont. with the clay again! and tomoro.. kee said thr will be chinese oral test i dunno? where all happyness comes in vain have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 9/09/2008 09:01:00 PM Monday, September 8, 2008
hey im back to blog again, and back to school again SIAN four letters word always come out in this blog when sch reopens SIAN okay enuf of sianing, today's kinda nice first 2 periods is chinese went up with russel, hendry and yaoming they saw my copy painting and they were saying it nice wow hahas though i doesnt really think so and they start playing with the artpiece tube al of us tio zham by russel hahas and dental@ math lesson got the xray result, and no adult tooth backing up my baby tooth which means, my baby tooth will gonna be with me for many many decades wat a stubborn tooth i have, and tt's the reason for why im stubborn if u think i am and math sucks to the core lonely, im mr lonely, i m nobody all alone~~~~~ ok stop it, i was sitting all alone during math damn the hell(new speakmark) and art was fun today! did angel clay-ing angel clay was as white as tissues, as soft as ice cream and as lovely looking as mashmarrows im glad tt i chose angel clay than habits of mind anw the one i chose, the comic character was down so i have to choose one of the two proj instead so while we were planning before we did any hands-on i and guangru teamed up to discuss about symphony band hahas lol damn funny ah he kept telling tinghui tt he's my shifu, and his skill is four times of wat i drew then tinghui was like,"four times? enlarge arh?" and lewis' drawing was great, he did a more human-like figure while i drew the cartoons so ms ng recommended tt we do two sets one human, one cartoon and hands-on was great, i did a guy in western clothings hahas used up all the angel clay i was given though it's kinda blackish cos of the smudgings =( and guess wat? i have to do my copy painting tomoro hahahas damn the hell gotta go, and carry on with my hist rev wow! and like wat yaoming said,"waah 20 days, mei tian du yi ge subject arh?" ...1 ...2 ...3 ...4...5 "hahaha" goes russel :D have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 9/08/2008 08:53:00 PM Sunday, September 7, 2008
ok today's the last day of hols! damn it, tons of hw to be completed =( and i really hate maths! stupid assignments.... anw i really feel not like doing my art hw!!!!! damn it copy painting... i paint till damn pekcek rawrr.... and wat's iritating is tt when i decided not to do, my instinct will make me cont. doing it =( i really wanna heck care it man!! cos it sucks! sucks! anw pay's coming round soon :D and now im alr thinking of wat clothes to buy -.- i should be saving some money man... lol but im jus so so obsess with clothes anw aps family night next friday damn... so many ppl cant make it so lil ppl gg hopefully olivia's coming :D gotta end here... doing heymath later out for lunch have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 9/07/2008 03:56:00 PM Friday, September 5, 2008
"Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity To seize everything you ever wanted-One moment Would you capture it or just let it slip?" watched 8mile on net jus now and a few hours back oh man tt show rocks p.s, im watching m18 eminem's rap show's cool hahas anw whatever left for msia liao saded man :( u gonna bring me back some souvenir :D i've not eaten any dinner anw i was saying to myself, gonna work everything out this tym studies studies studies yet i dun see no accomplishment damn... words always come with no actions i've got my art hw, my maths hw(though i see no thing appearing on heymath) and i promised myself to do revision on history and physics! damn... i've not done any but i'll do my rev on hist later! promised! even it means i'll have to burn the midnight oil hahas i found out i've got lesser things to blog on my blog hahas ya lack of life entertainment maybe? this hols aint hols, i said tt a thousand times before and it's gonna end! cos exam's coming, which means exam's ending im getting my pay soon, which means massive shopping! new clothes? hahas know not learnt photoshopping for art ytd, wow gotta end here, and i find lil wayne's 'my life' rock im in love with you girl have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 9/05/2008 10:04:00 PM Wednesday, September 3, 2008
You know, i wanna watch 8 mile! it's selling at laserflair for only 12.90! damn it's m18.. im gonna buy it no matter wat though most probably i'll jus buy it hoping i'd slip past the guards of the cashier? hahas hopefully ![]() ![]() freedom writers! i find this show's great watched it as school screening @ dhoby ghaut it's a cool movie, and lotsa songs from tupac ![]() anw here, this guy's songs has become one of my playlist Nas! another controversial hiphop rapper he's songs are vulgar, tt's true but i dun realy mind i really like his song "ni**er(the slave and the master)" of cos, dun listen to it, cos it's not vry user-friendly hahahas lil wayne's songs are great too and im so back to rap music brian mcfadden's new album 'set in stone' coming out in sg soon! anw i jus wanna say smth to someone who thinks he's damn great in my class dun think i know not what u say i suck? well maybe i do but tt doesnt means tt u r not suckish too i know not if u'll read this well i really dont and this message isnt some kind of retalliation though i cant find no meaning in doing so anw above msg is jus for someone, if you're not the one im refering please don't think you are one (: cos basically im good to those who are good to me :D have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 9/03/2008 09:00:00 PM Tuesday, September 2, 2008
heys! not blogging vry much for this comex show experience you know, im trying not to overdo it hahas basically i wanna say is tt, i'm contented with my performance this tym sold out quite alot! it's an accomplishment and got to see lotsa ppl living round this earth; fillipinos, brazilians, portugese etc :D in these processes, i learnt alot more than the prev tym i learnt to be more confident in everything i do, cos i can do it! i wanna thank god for every moment he's giving me no matter it's good or bad, i'll honour him :D and for those who finds life's boring try finding urself some interesting jobs (: u'll see the difference anw my life's back to normal, and it sucks hahahas cos... i'm booked by the sch and it's so not like a hols rawr... today was ok, went to sch for mere 2 hrs math supplementary lesson and slacked awhile in sch :D for tomoro, it gonna be four and a half hour! =( same thing with thurs hahas sian anw i think im ending it here cos nth to blog as well i jus blogged for the sake of blogging hahas and everyday gonna be better! "hurry up lar! pda promotion arh! today ($)599, tomoro ($)999 call police arh!" :D have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 9/02/2008 09:52:00 PM Monday, September 1, 2008
&yes, im back to normal life [; goodnews! i earned alot this tym for comex show :D badnews! im down with sickness D: poor thing anw, i had fun time the past three days :D better than the june hols one cos i sold much more so it jus means tt i earned more (: prev time, i had an exposure to the world outside my daily life and this tym, i got to see all types and kinds of ppl living in this world ![]() and say hello to my friend! hp ipaq 612c guess wat? i sold around 12 of this! and this is one thing tt helps me strike rich hahahas ok not gonna continue blogging anw andrea, dun worry lar not blaming you hahas anw thanks for trying to visit me thr hahas i really appreciate it :) thanks! have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 9/01/2008 08:36:00 PM |