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The old me is dead and gone, but the new me gonna be alright
The big boy

when i was a child,
i spoke as a child, i understood as a child,
i thought as a child;
but when i become a man, i put childish things away.

-1 Corinthians 13:11

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Thursday, September 25, 2008

oh man,, tomoro's exams!
arh.... im so damn nervous
and im suffering from dizziness @_@

hmm wonder if i'll be alrite... hahaha

ok anw, wish me the best of luck for my english paper,
cos i'll do my best not to disappoint those who actually wished me the best :D
& of cos, friends, all the best to you too!

and i know, this tym round, thr's vry limited ppl who got special well-wishings from me
i guess i only gave out two
hahas sorry man, it's difficult to make this one
anw all the best everyone!


i'm working hard for exams now (:

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 9/25/2008 10:17:00 PM

Monday, September 22, 2008



Twisted

It's the end of the way that it used to be
Sipping on my guilt under a willow tree cause I'm...
Twisted

Dancing in my head to a funked up beat
Tripping on the corner of a two way street
And, I smile a twisted smile when I say...

Let the world keep turning
Cause I'll be standing still
And the Earth feels closer to heaven
Just because you're here
I've been chased by angels
I've been drunk out of my mind
And the Earth feels better than heaven
Just because you're here

Twisted
Twisted

Seeing my reflection in the concrete ground
Leaving my theories on the merry go round cause I'm...
Twisted

Trying to make sense of a traffic sign
Searching for the genius in a nursery rhyme
And, I smile a twisted smile when I say...

Let the world keep turning
Cause I'll be standing still
And the Earth feels closer to heaven
Just because you're here
I've been chased by angels
I've been drunk out of my mind
And the Earth feels better than heaven
Just because you're here

Twisted
Twisted

yea &im so sicked today that i'm living with a twisted smile


so cool aint it?
stepping on top of the police car, i wanna do that :D
argh... stressed up by exams, and im sick cos of ytd's studying and studying
nvm i shall study well, score well for humans
and i can step on top of tt police car one day :D

http://link.brightcove.com/services/link/bcpid1184801887/bctid1624825680
link to video of brian mcfadden slammed on the back glass of the police car on loan

anw i wun be going online to blog, tag, tagged, friendster or watever
would be online if im revising my work on net, like heymath
so say you gonna miss me

And the Earth feels better than heaven
Just because you're here

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 9/22/2008 04:43:00 PM

Friday, September 19, 2008

my pay made my day :D

finally i've got my pay
say bye-bye to my poor days :D (for maybe a few more weeks?)
got 200+ in my possesion, wow
hopefully it gonna last me long

biology test today, and i'm lucky to be able to complete my bio homework
or else no submittion, no test
ytd's homeworks are hard... damn it
olestra thingy ==
and today, it's dth easy (dth= damn the hell f.y.i.)
im sure to pass man :D

and chinese im damn pissed, and it ruined my day

english, made to collect money again
paid mine, like finally
today thr's no assembly,
so stayed in hmroom, did some self revision
and updates on my cf files
borrrredom

went to funan to collect my pay, oh man so long i've not been to town
and got back for pathetic maths remedial, me only
the rest i dunno where they've fly to ==
dth i was bored..
so i jus did trigo with paster bq
trigo identities hahas

went to toa payoh rite away after bathing, cos gotta pass andy his pay
and walked round and oruind with him and went home

and look forward, exams!
this blog has been here for 7 months alr
very soon it's gonna be the end of this yr, and we'll be setting to go for our o's
time jus passes so fast, and im gonna pick up steps
revision for examination!
amaths, maths, physic, biology, history, social studies
art prep to be completed too
and i believe, vry soon, these will be my past
& im looking forward to the future ;D

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

& i'm so sick of love songs...

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 9/19/2008 06:08:00 PM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

hey i'm done with the amaths it day work,
maths one i cant find,
chinese and english, i assume thr's none
and for bio one and english vocab, i'll do it today
along with my chinese compo and hist seq practice
wow today's damn crammed up
woke up at 8am, and i slept at 9:30 ytd!
went i somehow wake up at midnight, my mp3's still on
oh man, my bad habit
but i was somehow kinda tired, and i switched it off and slept again
wat a pig, and jocelyn called me one ytd night hahas
tt girl with full of gunpowder

suddenly i have this tendency to study
unlike last term, which is total crap
i was all along in hols mood, maybe cos i have deprived june holidays?
but this tym, no
cos i've got this feeling, i have the potential to do whatever i believe i can
jus tt im so locked up, and the prev show made me more confident than ever
im pumping myself with studies haha
so now u notice, it's aint unusual seeing me copy down notes
and i dun wanna let teachers who tried their best in teaching us down
should not waste their effort
for chinese, i jus wanna get the "throne" back, i did badly for my common test
k not wanting to boast, the "throne" is aint much of throne
i jus want my standard of chinese to go back to how it should be, and tt's my "throne"
so dun get the wrong idea, i have no tendency to boast (:

anw i find art blog is cool, i wanna have one
whr i use art work as main topic of the post, and use it to express how i felt
but when will i be implementing it? im not sure
should be soon i guess

ok going art soon, last piece, last piece :D
after tt, im able to concentrate on revision alr
i've got no such request like getting first in class, top 5 what so ever
all i ask is to score well for humanities (:
god bless amen

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 9/17/2008 12:54:00 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

im back on post again!
didnt blog ytd, cos was sticking my eyes on videos :D
ya so now i've got to blog man

been busy recently, cos of the clay
but finally, im left with one more piece!
and i'll be done! :D
tomoro! one last day :D
hahas anw tomoro's it day, so shiok! (it reminds me of jin seok =x)
tomoro im gonna do my vry best man!
gonna make it perfect!
:D :D :D

and exam's closing in, im gonna work hard for humanities!
cnnt let teacher down, cos she work vry hard to teach
:D

ok gonna end here, im tired~
hahas seeya tmr in the morning!

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 9/16/2008 08:32:00 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

got this as souvenir from whatever :D
hahas a sotong, wonder if i'll become one after this
hahas u know im joking

anw i shall post about the family night?

so friday after school went to the artroom immediately for the angel clay making
ms ng wasnt thr, so went to the canteen to buy something to eat (p.s. i didnt had my lunch)
saw claudine thr, and chatted with her for a while
haha nvr knew the sch was so empty after sch

anw friday's a great commitment, completed two figures!
ballet shoe and zither(guzheng f.y.i.)
i didnt make the zither well, cos the plan's so wrong
the clay cant even hold the thread well =(
but the ballet shoes are quite a success :)
supposedly i should make somemore
but i have to go early, cos of the aps family night

sadly, ADRIAN CHONG'S late again ==
ya, tt guy made me wait for him for 30 sweet minutes
and olivia arrived earlier than him
suprisingly mr ong did remember me after so long
gave olivia her bdae card, without present cos adrian did not get to buy any =(
sorry man

anw anderson just look as familar as it is
jus tt some things changed alot
no more fancy wall paintings, with additional cyber cafe, which is vry much cooler than last yr
and this tym the night isnt vry nice
many areas were closed down, and no more candles =(
damn i bought 3 packets and all gone to waste..

saw many people thr, like cj, kiakiat, yanfeng and many others
and rachel went oso, hahas she told me she's not at first
and tt was quite a surprise

and the whole event got bought, i decided to go the amk with adrian and his sister
oh man, believe it? im actually chose to go to whr i find boring
and saw fengying at the train station

so walked arnd amk hub till 10:15
charmaine has become my sister, hahas wow tt's cool
:D

arh ok this post wasnt much complete, but i think it should be ok
cos i gtg

anw i like my new blogsong, like only a woman can by brian mcfadden!
my idol?

"She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can"
im really liking this song alot
and true, it's only a woman can
i doubt i wanna find such a woman so soon hahas
and the whole world's telling me to find myself a stead ==
forget it!

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 9/14/2008 05:43:00 PM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

hey im not tired today!
and so today morning, i was tired =/
yup cos ytd did not have a good night sleep, how unfortunately
and i was like so @_@ during the morning assembly
wat i could remember is tt we sang the national athem two times today!
lol thr's lotsa time i wanna address to this issue
it's like we've been singing our natl athem alot of time each day!!
nvm forget it

hcs did not come to sch today! :D
so no math! but thr's math test no matter what
the test was easy lar, i think i shud be able to score for the test :D
and watch the show "brotherhood of war" during s.s
it was a great show, about the korean war 1950
i even skip half of chinese and whole recess for tt

and left for chinese after tt, and found out we're not doing anything particularly
my compos assignments were well done :D

did some quiz for english
quite a fun one, and challenging hahas
though i didnot able to complete it

c.i.p today! went to the bishan home for the intellectual disabled as volunteers
the bus we're in is bad in condition(boo) hahas jkjk
and alicia borrowed from me my mp3
at first is like im hesitating..
check my playlist, all songs with vulgarities
schroll schroll schroll
switch to chinese playlist then pass to her hahas
cant blame me, i jus like rapmusic alot
the class was separated into 2 groups, one do the cleaning, another do the gardening
i did the gardening with alicia, cheryl, chenli and rachel
damn fun man, chenli kept pulling up long weeds with deep roots
while the rests of us jus managed to pull those which are small or simply have small roots
took some pictures oso, though not with me
will post it up someday when i recieve it from alicia

today's cip's kinda fun hahas

so walked to j8 from thr with edward, cheryl and rachel
chenli and alicia walked so fast tt it's hard for us to catch up
after tt alicia went home
left me, chenli, edward and rachel
edward tt bastard brought 200 bucks with him 0.0
lol richguy
so i was with edward as he wanna buy the tongue stud
rcahel and chenli went to popular to buy smth
oh man, edward's so rich tt he actually spent 8.80 to treat us drinks
and took train with chenli and rachel, since edward's so rich tt he chose to take taxi home,
when ike what he said, his house is jus 5 busstops away
i alighted at yck with rachel, and walked with her until my house thr
(anw we live near each other)
and luckily i took an extra bio worksheet
cos she lost hers, and mrs choy mentioned tt she will giv us dc if we failed to pass up tomro
(it's hols hw fyi)
well tt worksheet did not goes to waste :D

today's real good, i like it :D

ok i gotta go, im sleepy haha
and ya... tomoro aps family night!
gonna finish up my clay after school asap and go for tt night :D

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 9/11/2008 07:52:00 PM

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

rubbing my eyes...
...
yawning a bit, a bit lar
....
hahahas hi!

i've jus awoken from my sleep, and now's 10:36 on my com
hmm not bad eh? im sweaty

today's another day in sch, and math is no longer lonely!
cos keegen sat with me today
and trigo graph's getting sianner...

basically thr's nth much during sch today
we've finally completed the chapter on pacific war
and now back to russian revolution
getting nervous now! exam's getting so close

after sch had chinese oral, invigilator? chenwanqing ==
die liao, im so dead
i'd never thought tt the conver qn is so damn difficult
and i studded
damn the hell....
and she's scary, not a single smile on her face

art after sch again, did guzheng today
sad to say, it wasnt well done
cos i took too long to mould out the shape of the body, which leaves alot of cracks
but still, i managed to do quite well as it's kinda difficult
and the string part ruined whole thing
so now im thinkiing hard, and reflecting hard
gonna work better on friday!

this shall be the end of post
today's quite fun actually hahas
but tiring

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 9/10/2008 10:36:00 PM

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

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...
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zZzZZ

i'm having phobia of heymath now!
the hols homeworks.... killer machines
i dun even know how to do a single bits
die die im so dead
i felt like sleeping...

anw now's 9:58 and i've completed my emaths heymath assignment!
yipee wat a accomplishment
18/22 =D

back to today
early morning recieved some forms on aesthetic enhancement prog
sch's forcing us to take one!
some are interesting, some i dunnid it
i find the making choker one would be good, but is it too girlish?
using beads and crystals 0.0
forget it
comic drawing i dun really need it, and it's jus basic sessions,
evn if i wanna go
i wanna go for a more challenging one
doodling with wire, im not really interested
chinese painting? it could be good,
but i think i could be vry boring,
and see if chenli's choosing it
and the music one like vocal singing, pardon me, i cant sing :D
not really into stomp percussion
and alicia's saying tt we should take hiphop dance.
hahahas i know not

maths im all alone damn the helllll
it's sian, and it's sian

s.s, was per normal lar
nth much
and physics we got to use comlab :D

bio, mrs choy was damn angry.... cos none of us did the hols homework
and to be vry true, i didnt even remember it existed!
hahas dun blame me, i was all choked up during hols
english, we had some study on etymology
the study of origins of words
wow chim
and history, another funny lesson
ms tan was talking in a way tt not only we laugh, she herself was laughing too
and i didnot hand up my rev to her
cos after the lesson ended, which is sch dismissal
she flew to somewhr in the speed of wind, and i cant see her =/

anw, bad thing bout today, math and i caught some cold
so after sch, went to artroom to complete my copy painting
some touchup actually
here, the completed work
okay this is my artpiece, the final one!
ms ng is vry satisfied with this work of mine
she said it was vry good, like how some others said so
but to me, it's not good enough man..
hahas maybe cos of my personality, or maybe i know whr are my mistakes
anw take a look at the original copy and u'll see
see tt difference?
nguyen than's painting style is real hard to copy
anw, im glad tt i've completed this work which ive been dreading to complete

hmm... supposedly the whole story ends right here
but, no! thr's more
i played with angel clay :D
the leftovers fro ytd though
but still as great
supposedly to start making the gift for the GOH(?)
so i decided to make a human figure instead of cartoon
a ballerina, from a picture i found on net
and supposedly it suppose to be vry nice
but somehow, due to the bad quality of clay as it is left overs
it died =x
not literally, but i has many shattering parts
yeah, but it's still nice
fear! the waist keep going to break apart =/


here's the final piece
it's quite nce from far, but lotsa crack and errors whr u see it properly
basically it's due to the hardness of the leftover clay
and of cos, i spray too much water =x
but ms ng was quite happy with my performance
she said i can be a clay animator in future hahas
(ms ng was trying to propose for claynimation workshop this dec hols)
though i dun really know wat it is, something like domo?
some of the sec4s art students were thr too
and some were telling me tt it's nice :D
wat an accomplishment :D

and i proposed to learn fashion design

tomoro gg back to artroom to cont. with the clay again!
and tomoro.. kee said thr will be chinese oral test
i dunno?

where all happyness comes in vain

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 9/09/2008 09:01:00 PM

Monday, September 8, 2008

hey im back to blog again, and back to school again
SIAN

four letters word always come out in this blog when sch reopens
SIAN

okay enuf of sianing,
today's kinda nice
first 2 periods is chinese
went up with russel, hendry and yaoming
they saw my copy painting
and they were saying it nice
wow hahas though i doesnt really think so
and they start playing with the artpiece tube
al of us tio zham by russel hahas

and dental@ math lesson
got the xray result, and no adult tooth backing up my baby tooth
which means, my baby tooth will gonna be with me for many many decades
wat a stubborn tooth i have, and tt's the reason for why im stubborn if u think i am
and math sucks to the core
lonely, im mr lonely, i m nobody all alone~~~~~
ok stop it, i was sitting all alone during math
damn the hell(new speakmark)

and art was fun today! did angel clay-ing
angel clay was as white as tissues, as soft as ice cream
and as lovely looking as mashmarrows
im glad tt i chose angel clay than habits of mind
anw the one i chose, the comic character was down
so i have to choose one of the two proj instead
so while we were planning before we did any hands-on
i and guangru teamed up to discuss about symphony band
hahas lol damn funny ah
he kept telling tinghui tt he's my shifu, and his skill is four times of wat i drew
then tinghui was like,"four times? enlarge arh?"
and lewis' drawing was great, he did a more human-like figure
while i drew the cartoons
so ms ng recommended tt we do two sets
one human, one cartoon

and hands-on was great, i did a guy in western clothings hahas
used up all the angel clay i was given
though it's kinda blackish cos of the smudgings =(

and guess wat? i have to do my copy painting tomoro hahahas
damn the hell

gotta go, and carry on with my hist rev wow!
and like wat yaoming said,"waah 20 days, mei tian du yi ge subject arh?"
...1
...2
...3
...4...5
"hahaha" goes russel :D

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 9/08/2008 08:53:00 PM

Sunday, September 7, 2008

ok today's the last day of hols!
damn it, tons of hw to be completed =(

and i really hate maths! stupid assignments....

anw i really feel not like doing my art hw!!!!!
damn it copy painting...
i paint till damn pekcek
rawrr....
and wat's iritating is tt
when i decided not to do, my instinct will make me cont. doing it =(
i really wanna heck care it man!!
cos it sucks! sucks!

anw pay's coming round soon :D
and now im alr thinking of wat clothes to buy -.-
i should be saving some money man... lol
but im jus so so obsess with clothes

anw aps family night next friday
damn... so many ppl cant make it
so lil ppl gg
hopefully olivia's coming :D

gotta end here... doing heymath later
out for lunch

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 9/07/2008 03:56:00 PM

Friday, September 5, 2008

"Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted-One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?"

watched 8mile on net jus now and a few hours back
oh man tt show rocks
p.s, im watching m18
eminem's rap show's cool
hahas

anw whatever left for msia liao
saded man :(
u gonna bring me back some souvenir :D

i've not eaten any dinner

anw i was saying to myself, gonna work everything out this tym
studies studies studies
yet i dun see no accomplishment
damn... words always come with no actions
i've got my art hw, my maths hw(though i see no thing appearing on heymath)
and i promised myself to do revision on history and physics!
damn... i've not done any
but i'll do my rev on hist later! promised!
even it means i'll have to burn the midnight oil hahas

i found out i've got lesser things to blog on my blog hahas
ya lack of life entertainment maybe?
this hols aint hols, i said tt a thousand times before
and it's gonna end! cos exam's coming, which means exam's ending
im getting my pay soon, which means massive shopping!
new clothes? hahas know not

learnt photoshopping for art ytd,
wow

gotta end here, and i find lil wayne's 'my life' rock

im in love with you girl

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 9/05/2008 10:04:00 PM

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

You know, i wanna watch 8 mile!
it's selling at laserflair for only 12.90!
damn it's m18..
im gonna buy it no matter wat though
most probably i'll jus buy it hoping i'd slip past the guards of the cashier?
hahas hopefully

8 mile poster in japanese, you see how popular it is
and another show selling at 12.90
freedom writers! i find this show's great
watched it as school screening @ dhoby ghaut
it's a cool movie, and lotsa songs from tupac

anw here, this guy's songs has become one of my playlist
Nas! another controversial hiphop rapper
he's songs are vulgar, tt's true
but i dun realy mind
i really like his song "ni**er(the slave and the master)"
of cos, dun listen to it, cos it's not vry user-friendly hahahas

lil wayne's songs are great too
and im so back to rap music

brian mcfadden's new album 'set in stone' coming out in sg soon!

anw i jus wanna say smth
to someone who thinks he's damn great in my class
dun think i know not what u say
i suck? well maybe i do
but tt doesnt means tt u r not suckish too
i know not if u'll read this
well i really dont
and this message isnt some kind of retalliation though
i cant find no meaning in doing so

anw above msg is jus for someone, if you're not the one im refering
please don't think you are one (:
cos basically im good to those who are good to me :D

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 9/03/2008 09:00:00 PM

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

heys! not blogging vry much for this comex show experience
you know, im trying not to overdo it hahas
basically i wanna say is tt, i'm contented with my performance this tym
sold out quite alot! it's an accomplishment
and got to see lotsa ppl living round this earth; fillipinos, brazilians, portugese etc :D
in these processes, i learnt alot more than the prev tym
i learnt to be more confident in everything i do, cos i can do it!

i wanna thank god for every moment he's giving me
no matter it's good or bad, i'll honour him :D

and for those who finds life's boring
try finding urself some interesting jobs (:
u'll see the difference

anw my life's back to normal, and it sucks hahahas
cos... i'm booked by the sch
and it's so not like a hols
rawr...

today was ok, went to sch for mere 2 hrs math supplementary lesson
and slacked awhile in sch :D
for tomoro, it gonna be four and a half hour! =(
same thing with thurs hahas
sian

anw i think im ending it here
cos nth to blog as well
i jus blogged for the sake of blogging hahas
and everyday gonna be better!

"hurry up lar! pda promotion arh!
today ($)599, tomoro ($)999 call police arh!" :D

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 9/02/2008 09:52:00 PM

Monday, September 1, 2008

&yes, im back to normal life [;

goodnews! i earned alot this tym for comex show :D
badnews! im down with sickness D:
poor thing

anw, i had fun time the past three days :D
better than the june hols one
cos i sold much more
so it jus means tt i earned more (:

prev time, i had an exposure to the world outside my daily life
and this tym, i got to see all types and kinds of ppl living in this world




and say hello to my friend!
hp ipaq 612c
guess wat? i sold around 12 of this!
and this is one thing tt helps me strike rich hahahas

ok not gonna continue blogging
anw andrea, dun worry lar
not blaming you hahas
anw thanks for trying to visit me thr
hahas i really appreciate it :) thanks!

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 9/01/2008 08:36:00 PM