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The big boy
when i was a child, i spoke as a child, i understood as a child, i thought as a child; but when i become a man, i put childish things away. -1 Corinthians 13:11 profile
 Lee Chew Peng Presbyterian High School 4Humility'o9 Livejournal Prescious
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Friday, October 31, 2008
Okay! I'm back!!!! just got back my report book :D how to say... im not vry contented with the results seriously. although i did pass humans, failed none but... arhh.... 6th.... nvm! cos at least i did a great job, my percentage improved by 2.5% im expecting to bug my parents for present :D so slacked in school with alwyn and noeleen cos it's not time for noeleen's turn yet so basically we are hungry waiting for clara to join us for dinner and fortunately, thr's potatoes chips that jinguan gave me :D or else our stomaches will be digesting themselves -.- in the end, we went dinner with changhui supposedly we wanted to go sumo house but went to the market instead, cos it's too late went back to school again, saw chongying and went to acc noeleen for ptc haha ok, she didnt take as long as we expect it'll be and noeleen left first, cos me, alwyn, changhui and chongying wanted to stay behind longer after tt is alwyn, so tt left me, chongying and changhui so in order to successfully console and encourage chongying, changhui told us his experience it's vry sad, whatever happened to me is not even half as bad as what the main person in his exp and it caught us all in emo-ism although basically i doesnt show it facially and changhui's a good guy, he worths the praise haha and after all the emo-ism, chongying got better so after a while, me and chongying left for home, while changhui stayed (it's 9:30pm fyi) yea it's a good day, though for some, it isnt and i almost forgot to take my report book... how dumb i am have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/31/2008 10:30:00 PM Thursday, October 30, 2008
today i had a T-i-R-i-N-g day... and i hear obama talking on the tv right now hahaha... ok so what exactly had had happened today? wow it's a looong story basically, we had the third day of extended maths test is freaky, damn the paper(no paper actually, the qns are written on board.) CHEAPSKATE so whatever it is, damn it, cos thr's one qn which made me sick Humanities, shocking, many people were traumatized miss tan had a haircut!!! -.- vry short moon cut, with bangs above eyebrows and she came up with a reason: MOE had decided to standardize teacher's hairstyle (this kept justin chua laughing for like eternity) hahaha lol she's always the coolest person lar and it's just like she said samantha lim and yvonne seng had tt hairstyle too and it spreads widely beyond the humanities department wow nowadays teachers are really stressed up by students that they did things like having their hair cut short i know i know, you're wanting to say why i always elaborate every class lessons i had here reasons being im jus bored, and hahaha you know, i like to talk about everything but not today, cos i have afternoon part to go okay so before i talk about afternoon, i found out that my chinese has go down the slope deproved! i even speak english while sleeptalking and i've got this hunch that i will fail the chinese essay i wrote today so here's the afternoon part went to cityhall right away after school to redeem my "20th century boys" movie tickets :D watched it with hsuan, and i find it great! maybe cos im in love with japanese mangas and though it's lame, but i find the story is interesting :D went to bugis straight right after that cos hsuan wanna have a haircut there -.- went to jizzaw (bugis street 3rd floor) and thr's this young hair stylist vry stylo man the hair is greenish grey(i assume he uses gatsby bleach+hairday) at first i tought that guy cmi, cos when he cut, i find the hairstyle vry the wierd in the end, when he styles it, okay actually it's better than expectation $15, and i borrowed him the $10 -.- walked around bugis street and parco, looking at clothes again... have the money to buy, dun hav the will to spend seriously man... i think i've been writing "i wanna buy new clothes" since a long time ago haha pardon me please but really, i in urge to spend money right now! (ehh i have this compulsive shoppaholism)  okay hsuan took this photo of us at the bugis station he was actually trying to take his new hairstyle, but he can't cos of the camera so he's deciding to come my house and use my sony cybershot to take the photo haha he's becoming vain who's fault? i dunno haha anw do support this website man! 55thavenue by SAN (please click) haha this isnt some idols lar it's Shufei, Alwyn and Noeleen's blogshop it's cool, and it sells not only girls' stuffs nalgene waterbottle's on the shelf too mere $18 if im right, while outside's selling $20 i know whr they got this lobang from but im not gonna sabotage them lar so please, dun bother asking :D okay gotta go, tomoro movie with alicia :D love doesnt comes overnight it needed to be built someday if neither of us gonna work for it how do we get love one day? have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/30/2008 10:44:00 PM Wednesday, October 29, 2008
nowadays blogging became really artistic hahaha and if you are looking for one, mine's obviously not an artistic blog hahaha ok back to authenticity, it's the second day of boring extended every minutes kills (my braincells) and im getting retarded it's okay to have extended lessons as its benefits are tangible HOWEVER, i wonder why are we having P.E during extended? it's not as if we're gonna take P.E for o'lvl next yr (i'll be if i retain this year) so the two periods which can be used for humans or sciences, languages have been used for healthy lifestyle, which the school will definitely tell us (i didnt include math cos we had 3 periods of math today. two more periods, death) i'm not saying that it's useless, it's good to exercise once in a while but basically, most of us did nth but entertaining ourselves during P.E... english was boring, another self-entertaining periods told us to do error analysis for EOY english exam yet, we didnt even have our answer script to analysis another 2 periods wasted.... had early recess today, cos P.E was too boring today's no better compared to yesterday, just merely one more store opened well hopefully tomoro would be better and after recess was math, the most useful lesson of the day did circles again, though we're only doing exercises today mr hui was shocked when alicia called me by my another name then he was like,"ur name is christian?" and questions followed after that like moving water and he gave me a damn -.- name "romeo" colded.... haha we're sabotaging alot of people onto the xiaohuaxiaocao thing okay i gotta go, short post, though it's nth much lar seeya i dunno what am i thinking i dunno why am i thinking of you when im not supposed to? my brain's one of its screw out someone pass me a screwdriver please -.- have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/29/2008 02:02:00 PM Tuesday, October 28, 2008
I'm so stress up.... by a dream i had just now -.- ridiculous! okay basically today's the kickoff start of pathetic secthree extended lessons yea, and somehow, miraculously, i've got into study mood again though most ppl were more attracted by pokers surprisely, extended lessons wasnt as slacky as i think it would be teachers are still teaching even ms lem who alot of ppl thought tt she's a potential ponner :x physics! damn, we're touching electricity -.- a topic i believed that will gonna fail me badly so im gonna mug hard for it, duh! s.s ms yvonne seng took over watched some sg videos not gonna post any longer, im having wierd dreams today -.- and damn stressed up, wonder if im elligible for tt job i found ytd my age! =( ok gtg bye have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/28/2008 08:59:00 PM Monday, October 27, 2008
 not so bored today!haha tt's the best thing for me woke up damn late at 2, and recieved a call from hsuan went to city hall with him to aldeph to buy his winter stuffs yea, tt place is so damn.... remote worse still, it was raining heavily outside luckily we followed my genius plan and took a one-stop bus or else, we'll gonna soak soup!!! nth much, and went to funan mall visited alen(my supervisor during shows) the shop's renovated, and it looks damn cool i'm going work thr full time after extended :D haha have to work, no choice tt will help me to cut down on shopping, which requires money spendings would be working during december, cos i wanna shop during nov well at least i've found a job :D i'll leave the shows to hsuan and andy hahaha and bad thing, spent alot today! treated hsuan lunch(or sponsor's a better word) went to marina sq right after tt, visited recoil ya shop tt seems to sell just polo tees with normal collars and chinese tailor collar i think im buying one of the polo and bermudas thr for my new yr clothes :D not gonna post long, i feel like vomitting.... and timetable says miss tan's not teaching during extended :( have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/27/2008 09:43:00 PM ok i know it's late now around 0115hr, and im blogging i really dun felt like sleeping after reading someone's blog, i've got this tendency to blog looooooong yea loooooong maybe spitting my crabs out(let's imagine me literally spitting out crabs) lol and im damn sicked and tired of my computer connection DC all the way, lol com stop emoing! i think someday i'll have this fixed DC three tyms an hour... something's not quite right if u find tt my temper's getting worse each day, here's the culprit and im damn pissed off by friendster i've updated my profile, and nth happened here's another culprit. LOL anyway, like i've been saying, these days are boredom i wanna go out, but im jus reluctant to spend money if i go out, i'll start spending my money like water flowing out from water tap ... okay let's skip these casual stuffs if u kept a close attention to my blog thr's a tym i've been saying tt i dun trust love at all in fact, i dont.... know LOL IM LAME forget it, throw it away and im wondering how i m to write loooong seriously someone please recommend me how to spend my last day studying? i will be too lazy for tt and i have 3weeks to let me studying till like shit heard thr would be a test the last week, which is more like shit! talking about extended, it automatically links to o's o's, it will link to jan 2nd when i get my o'lvl art paper one question that will link to my not-so-distant hectic days preparing paper one to the day many of the sec4 art students being emo while painting our prep and tears are well used as water to wet the acrylics paint and brushes (wonder who actually does tt) link further to the day when some of us maybe will forget it and drop art and the rest would proudly present our final piece to our parents before sending it to MOE not enough? it will link to the pushed forward o'lvl prelims when u see the whole cohort mugging till we seems lifeless ok i went too far, but tt's reality someone told me tt o's may be pushed up to late august next yr, well tt's maybe but it's damn freaky this yr art paper one submission is like september, and thr's people who cnnt complete it if it's pushed to august, i doubt i can finish a canvas around my size in 7 months ya all the paintings, freaky preps on the a2 black board and we have to get prepared for other subs okay let's give some break next yr! my birthday's coming :D around 4 more months, lol im such a kid, still counting down my birthday but i hope next yr's celebration would be more lively :D yea gonna invite alot of frens along and hope she'd come too (this 'her' isnt the 'her' last tym) i've given up the prev one, anw dump it how i hope next yr celebration would be great :D yuki no yaki, and sakura haha maybe more buffets choices? :D and i hope she'll be thr (: ok dc, dc and dc! im looking forward to next month, after my extended going out with sokvay and jielin andy and cecelia hopefully with alwyn, shuangling and the rest :D and singout concert, and many things which i dunno will be coming ok i gotta go now, so long post and not a single vulgarities in this post hah! have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/27/2008 01:14:00 AM Sunday, October 26, 2008
hey i'm so so sick and tired of my internet connection! disconnecting whole day, making me damn frustrated argh.... anyway, look at my dp(profile picture i mean) haha someone please tell me if i suit tt shirt ok i bought that shirt 8 months ago and had never wear it once luckily it's not expensive, or else i'll weep for sure and basically, im rotting (not literally) what have i been doing? sleep, eat, play com, watching tv, clay sometyms arh im shopping deprived T.T got the money, but no company haha not exactly lar, jus tt i dun feel like buying clothes yet maybe after my extended & im not going for tomoro's 2G'07 gathering it'll be fun, i know, but too bad, no money =/ anw i've made a new ballerina with clay and this tym, it's real great going to ask miss ng to judge it before i put it on web (f.y.i, the prev one is jus a sample =x) okay im not gonna cont blogging im so bored.... have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/26/2008 04:35:00 PM Saturday, October 25, 2008
Here's koda kumi's candle light haha it's real nice, to me i'd recommend you to switch off ur music player, playlists and click the small little 'play' button and listen to this song haha i mean, i'd recommend, so feel free to do that if u are interested to listen :D have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/25/2008 09:44:00 PM Friday, October 24, 2008
 ballerinahaha this is something i've made yesterday wuth the leftover clays actual size is around one index finger it's not easy though, to make that small and though it's not vry nice im kinda happy for this first attempt :D today is boredom.... there's nth much to do for today and im rotting feel like going out but dunwanna spend money yet hais.... nth to blog anymore, sian seeya have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/24/2008 03:21:00 PM Thursday, October 23, 2008
like finally... school year is over (not for me though... hais) even if it's a yes for the sec3s what are we next week? sec3.5? wow that's so "cool" anyway, today's the most active post-exam day for me chionging ppl to write thanksgiving message to add on to my gift to miss tan :x at first i thought i would only get 3? in the end, i've got 9, including mine :D haha no opportunity to find more to write, cos they're busying playing and when we walked out of the class room to find her, she came up, wow wat a coincidence she came to pass us the consortium photo(dunnid guess also know is mr hui ask her to one) and actually she wanted to start s.s haha but sad to say, it was 10 minutes to recess so in the end we did no studying & she said my gift's nice :D haha but im vry worried tt some parts may drop of though i added water earlier on :x after recess we had the thanksgiving ceremony everything was short, but the principal part was unexpectedly loooooong haha but actually she's quite good lar saded that she's off to other school next yr and sec2grace07's class gathering's coming up i dun think im going though i cant spare much money T.T east coast, which means lunch+dinner+rentings of bike/roller im not sure if i'll have that much money, in addition to my shopping and singout concert hahaha hopefully i can lar, but i dun really put high hopes to it anw i found this website from alwyn's blog, which is actually from shuangling haha damn cool   & im on tv :D Photofunia.com have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/23/2008 02:19:00 PM Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Hey i'm blogging damn early now haha &i'm listening to koda kumi's 悲梦之歌 lol what an emo song it is, from its title but it's vry nice so now you know, im listening to jap song also it's been long ago since i listened to my koda kumi's and boa's CD and actually, the songs are really nice :D  so you wouldnt believe that i made this right? haha and it supposed to be me and i guess it's 101% unlike me the clothes, the hair and actually i've made something for miss tan as a gift of appreciation also i'm giving it tomoro, thanksgiving day haha though it's aint news to alwyn, alicia, noeleen, vanessa and shuangling they knew alr, and saw a sample of it im aint gonna post it here, cos i have this habit of not posting something i gave out like the ones i gave to Dr vivian balarkrishnan anw everything i've been emo about last week are all gone since i've went to the art museum, and the church service with shuangling it's all gone, and i won't be caring about anything like what i've told alicia, everything's fucked alr i've made my mind clear, i wun care about tt person anymore because im jus being stupid lar haha & im aint hero as time flew by, i bet people will know who's that person lar but it gonna be far away, so i wouldnt care i shouldnt care i mustn't care i will not care have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/22/2008 11:59:00 AM Tuesday, October 21, 2008
swollen eyes ruined my days =.= damn... lol and i was walking around the school with puffy eyes fortunately, it's only swollen slightly not to the extend that it looks like a puffer fish damn, $%^%^#$ i'm 0.1 percent away from top 5 in class -.- and im 6th, for goodness' sake, im sixth! but actually i should be satisfied, cos i failed nothing, and i trash keegen lol i wonder who's the one who told me confidently that he'll gonna give me a trashing in humans and combine science? :D haha lol im being too bad, sorry! and today's a mess, cyber wellness made me shiver but basically i wasnt listening, i'm too tired too, cos of my eyes which is so hypnotizing imaging ur eyes being slightly closed, what can you do? close it lor and sat with sean loh, cos part of 3f is supposed to come to my class for cyber wellness he finished the wolf of wall street that i borrowed him and he dunno that it's a true memoir, jordan belfort do exist and most importantly, he couldnt comprehend the ending -.- so now you know, some could be better in their english standard, but that doesnt means that they can understand english had a 45 minutes recess afterwards, and went back homeroom to get our positionings biology's another crab mrs choy gave us some Na revision lol so many of us were like, 'mrs choy's looking down on us' face and please do not doubt a thing, i never do the worksheet at all supposedly to have history for the last period, however, miss tan was assigned to take another class so which means, more time to slack -.- after school went to bio lab, supposed to find vanessa to pass her the money but in the end i didnt, she's busy saw miss tan outside comlab 4, which is less than 10yards from the bio lab from her face, i can see that she's damn stressed up lar she told me that the sch gave her loads of works to do and that's my sch, free laboring students and teachers alike anw, that's just my opinion for your information alrights i dunwanna get caught for scandalizing the school hope she's gonna be fine anyway, glad to announce that tomoro i have no school! finally, a rest but 3 weeks extended lessons are torturing enough and i'll be only having my hols from 13 nov damn it damn it how i wish to have a hols right away and my com's internet connection's fucked up damn damn damn damn damn damn have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/21/2008 07:57:00 PM Monday, October 20, 2008
soaring throat and swollen eyes..... i'm really hating my soar throat especially this morning! gdd school made us sing the national anthem TWICE i was desperately trying my best to sing the national anthem smoothly the sch made me go through twice the sufferings! what the hell, i sang loud and clear ok?! whr's justice, for goodness sake. so now everything's confirmed, i have 3 A2s science, arts and chinese damn, my science, one more marks to A1 chinese, 2 more Arts? dunno chinese is total slack one lor maths, worst Huikia gave some chung cheng yishun paper out of so many qns, i can only do like 1 or 2 so i decided to slack, and went for early recess did macromedia flash during art today well nice progression, and went back to artroom to slack paulyn's and lj(justin chua)'s phone got confiscated lucky for paulyn, hers got back after class while justin has to get it back fro his CO teacher, namely chenwanqin == withdrawed 100 bucks, like finally and it's like after all the persuasions and agreements agreement: i will not withdraw a cent from my next pay but actually, it's part of my plan cos i nvr use my 3As, which means, new bag's coming to me it's own :D what a triumph :D gonna buy the singout ticket from vanessa tomoro, but i maynot be going to sch tomoro maynot only, thr's higher possibility for me to go sch yea, cos im having swollen eyes -.- my medication's at fault, or maybe my stomach i ate the medicine with rathe empty stomach again == now, the dosage of the medicine is stronger, and im suffering from a more severe swollen eyes damn it but i'll buy the ticket, tt's for sure okay i gotta go, and isnt that great? no school for wednesday and friday! but next monday is the mark of the start of my pathetic 3 weeks extended holidays! :( have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/20/2008 08:52:00 PM Sunday, October 19, 2008
heys! like finally i've changed my blogskin nice? it's blackish -- okay nvm forget it went to church with shuangling today :D haha i didnt go to church since the day i bought my shades and it is great, it's always been everytime i went thr though i was suffering from serious soar throat and some slight flus i did enjoy today's service and today's one damn cool about how our thoughts, words, image and music affect water molecules when water is exposed to great and kind words, nice and smooth music, beautiful images and prayers in heart, it'll form nice and symmetrical hexagon crystals while it'll not turn into crystal or crooked ones, when it's exposed with black musics, curses this is not without scientific proofs man, it's a result from Dr emoto's experiment on water a Japanese professor wow and so this directly explained why these factors affects our growth, and character development cos we're made up of 75% of water so tt also unequivocally ell me how i'll be in the future man, i've been listening to songs with all the "loves" -.- anw i really love today's service, despite my torturous soar throat :D and so bought food from orange julius with shuangling for lunch damn, the gdd door trying to bang me over == it's nice :D i like the triple cheese and my tropical smoothies so we talked about alot of things, and even clothes hahaha ya, my temptation, withdrawing 100 bucks! and so she took a bus from bedok, i cont. my train trip back home ok i gotta go, my eye's swollen due to the medicine i drank my cough elixer with a rather empty stomach... sleep sleep seeya have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/19/2008 04:06:00 PM Saturday, October 18, 2008
I'M GOING THROUGH METAMORPHOSIS not literally, of course im tired of all those low-ness, all the mess im in i shouldnt care more, isnt it? im strong, im aint weak anyway ytd was great haha i wanna withdraw money next week and then im gonna buy new clothes :D ok gotta go play clay cya~ have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/18/2008 05:09:00 PM Friday, October 17, 2008
[Intro: Nelly] Yo... we cool, right? Nah I mean, we go back You know, back before the records Before you went to college and became this person who you are Oh, congratulations on that anyway too, so But, for a long time it's been somethin I need to tell you Uhh, uhh, uhh - listen [Nelly – singing] You see we been knowin each other since we were about this high Same elementary, shared the same bus stop Even as a youngster I knew you was so fly Even back then I knew you were the one I watched you grow, I watched your transformation Right through school to your current occupation It took this long for me to man up and have this conversation But fuck it, here it go [Chorus: Nelly] I want you, to want me Girl I need to know that, I can be your one and only I need you, to need me See you were my worst mistake girl, and that's why It's hard to keep my cool when I see you with him Cause I really wish that you were right here Tell me what's it take to win just a - piece of your heart My only kryptonite is you, that's why anything you say I'll do So let me stop for a minute, take a second to say Girl you take my breath away, awayyyy Girl you take my breath away (awayyyy) You take my breath away, you take my breath away, yeah [Nelly - singing] Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh They say one man's trash is the next man's treasure Where one finds pain the next might find pleasure I don't pay attention to them haters, now or never I don't give a damn who was before me (me) All that matters is you're with me now All I need to know is that you're down Man it's somethin special about round-the-way ladies Ride-or-die baby, girl [Chorus] [Nelly – rapping] Yeah, on the real, let me tell you somethin.. Uhh, uhh, it's like I die a little every time I see you with this guy Thinkin to myself, "Now why the hell she with that guy" While she ain't by my side, we would be so fly We would live that life The life you used to dream is all about rapp-in Back when I used to pull my BMX up alongside of your Schwinn See, and here we are again Funny how fate brought my Phantom up alongside of your Benz And still [Chorus] w/ ad libs [Outro: Nelly] Yeah so, I mean, like I said You know we been knowin each other for a long time You seen me go through, I seen you go through We here now and, I just thought I'd tell you that So, you got my number, as you got my e-mail You know everything So I guess the next message I get from you will let me know what you think about this right here, aight? Aight, get home safe -nelly one & only & i'm strong have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/17/2008 10:31:00 PM today was boring, much more than usual... half of my goddamn class was missing and what we did? played some cards, and admiring goldfishes in my homeroom == played 21 with jak, yaoming and russel during chinese or should i say, gamble? and in the end, i've got no wins no lose friends from sec2 adventure finally came back haha all were black like charcoal like tt =x (no offence) supposedly i should be staying to design calendar but it was postponed to next week and so im back so damn early.. ok this post is short, and lame im not really in a mood, i dunno how to put it but i'll be back to myself soon :D hahaha going art museum tonight, hopefully looking at pro-arts could help me lightening my mood? and im so goddamn withdrawing money man! i wanna shop =( arh i gotta go, i'm missing the night breeze have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/17/2008 01:42:00 PM Thursday, October 16, 2008
damn. forget yesterday, forget everything we had. im stepping out now! so today school's was okay haha went to the jewellery class with vanessa instead of changing to chinese brush haha cos at first noeleen decided to go song writing, alwyn to pop vocal and so i decided to accompany vanessa cos she's alone thr we're making choker and earrings o.0 haha both useless to me, and so chongying was saying that i should give my girlfren and say" this is the choker i made, three years ago" hahaha that would be most pathetic in the end, noeleen's chased back to jewellery making by chenwanqin and alwyn got into pop vocal after like how he said that he had spent half his life confronting with chenwanqin seriously the class is nice lar, but not for me lor == haha im trying my vry the best to dodge the cameras at least this is better lar, chinese brush's kinda cheapskate using the ink, adding some poster pain so tt it looks something like watercolourings song writing... nth much also cartoon drawing was more of a theorical lesson pop vocal, sing until sore throat arh! (lol jkjk :D) and i saw roy, my guitar instructer last yr, the only guy whom i believe has the fairest skin of all (much fairer than mine f.y.i) the rest of the day was boredom, walk around school to find the pokers guys.... in the end, they're so far away at the technical block -__- i've got nothing much to say im so damn pekcek doing calendar design.. have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/16/2008 09:32:00 PM Wednesday, October 15, 2008
 the sky is in such blue, such warmyet my heart, is dark and cold... had midnight chat with andrea yesterday night :D hahas it was great! i'm blowing out all my discomforts and troubs like a loose canon we've always have such midnight chats last june and nov/dec hols and it will always last until 4am+, or maybe 5? haha ya we're crazy last tym yesterday one didnot last tt long only till 1+, 2 but im glad man, i was feeling much better after my chat and i got to have 4 hour sleep, which is 2 hours more sadly, my dizziness upon waking up is still thr == anw anw, consortium photo is retarded -_- i was sitting next to denise, and esaint was asking mrs shirley chong about their c.i.p at bishan homes lol damn funny lar, then denise was like "chewpeng, don't laugh arh :D" but basically, photo taking today is boring.... got back chinese paper two, damn, i jus reached a2 i was aiming higher -.- tinghui's pro, got the highest and everyone's (except me and some people like russel) shock man cos tinghui was like keep sleeping in class, and she got the highest haha heard that higher chinese paper is hard, and no one did incredibly well and maths' depressing! though i should be thankful that i passed 0.5 more marks, or 0.25 to be exact, i can get a b4 == darn..... nth much wholeway through, until the samantha lim part :D we keep kb her like siao, till she's damn pekcek and some of the people from sec3 and the whole sec2 went for camp so boring.... went bugis after school, and bj changed damn lots man! so many new shops, and now im broke == 200 bucks was spent away within 3 weeks to a month ==, im pro nvm since i did wellfor exam, its time to extort money :D(from my parents of cos) new clothes, new bags and new pants :D (standard) and tomoro aesthetic prog! damn it, me and alwyn went into a all-girls class == maybe i'll try to chop somebody's place lor if cannot, maybe stay? 0.o and tt's ridiculous... and im really trapped, and im so crap i really need someone who can help me up from these crap, anw, who would really care? im jus jus so retarded to believe anyone would.... have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/15/2008 09:04:00 PM Tuesday, October 14, 2008
my insonmia's getting worse... i'm in need of sleeping pills... yea, many things are bothering me, til my mind's ready to explode at anytime. but still, im keeping cool in school, and today's school's great :D god has answered my prayers, i passed my history!(though it's just pass) so first in lifetime, i passed my combine humans!(yea, first in my lifetime) and both s.s and hist won sean :x hahaha so anw, as ms tan went to the pre-camp activities for the sec2 adventure, we did nothing during the script checking, no questions to ask any teachers, only listening to ms yvonne seng reading out the general comments made by ms tan on a paper (even though i believe more than half of the hist students were not listening) so hist... 5 people in 3humility passed, angie scored terrifically well, with score 31 second is noeleen, 27, and me, alwyn and shuangling, 25 a lot were complaining that ms tan concentrated too much on language, which i agreed to though i was okay with that part, no much comment of such errors from ms tan so went to recess with alwyn, cassandra, noeleen, vanessa and shufei this recess was the quietest of all (okay, one of the quietest perhaps?) nth much for us to eat also went to art right after that, while the rest went to their respective classes art, no script checking! we've done that yesterday so we did some planning on the calendar design for sch calendar me and noeleen was late 30 minutes for a-math script checking darn... &&& i passed my amath! for goodness sake! 35% failed though, and im the lucky 65% i'd thought i would fail, cos it was difficult, really but i passed, miraculously! with sweet 46/80 so basically the amath script checking was damn boring, chatted with alwyn, noeleen and vanessa about our l1r4s, which instituions are we choosing etc and of cos, all of our l1r4s are depressing lar but it's alright, cos the main priority is to promote, we'll be able to buck that up next yr, when all of us are free (except art students) was trying to continue my calendar layout design, but i was too tired if im right, i slept 2 hours yesterday night which is an hour more compared to the day before so tt's y im home right now. ok i wanna rest now, im drowsy, eyesights are blurrrrishh seeya. chinese and emath tomoro! have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/14/2008 03:59:00 PM Monday, October 13, 2008
got back results today.. first ones of the day, English! I'd like to say that god gave me a great surprise! i miraculously scored 17/30 for my vry lousy written, half-completed composition and along with my total marks, i passed english (: ! although im around the border line, which means i'll be going to a lower stream for english next yr, without sean :( so was with horny jye and king kong sean all the time during checking of english scripts. after a few moments of break, went upstair for social studies and advance strike! i've passed my social studies :D although it'snot far from border line but ms yvonne seng(my latest s.s teacher this year) told me that my skills are good just the time management part, which is strictly agreed by ms ong lee hwa and miss tan although i know that, my time mangament has improve after all the practice miss tan gave me, which i'd really like to thank her for that :D and the remaining fear.... history, which i desperately want to pass because i assure you, it's the one and only subject i worked the hardest on the hardwork inserted in history is far more than those i inserted in sciences, and even my favourite, Art but i'll face it if i failed my history, because i know it in my heart the amount of hardwork i've put into it, and i've tried my best to do it and i'll work harder for next yr, and coming o's so rotted outside com lab 2, under mr hui's order damn, it's so boring and i've finally completed my book and when i was lying down like dead pig on the floor(partially lying down, of cos) ms ng emerged! art papers :D so the art students in my class, esp me, went upstair eagerly to see how we did once again, advance strike again! it's an A2 (: and that makes me brightens my day even more and bio!! okay i did well :D if, if my physic score at Ntrix is correct, im getting sure ace for science went to bubble tea after school, joined noeleen and vanessa for lunch thr haha after so many days of exams, breaks, buffet lunch and dinner for birthdays we finally got our foot back to bubble tea and so we're talking about how we fared for the exams up til now, suddenly guangru called me “徒弟！”, and i replied him “哟！师傅！” which was damn funny haha and so went home around 2+,3 when noeleen and vanessa went back for choir, and me the slacker went home to refresh myself for being awake for 7 to 8 long hours high-ing after a mere one hour sleep when i got home, my lack of sleep took its toll on me started with dizziness, adrenaline, and i dropped asleep(rather than dead) and here to whatever, although i know that my words will never do good to cheer you up even to a bit but all i wanna say is, and what i've been saying for countless times which i myself finds it nuisance is that don't ever lose heart always look to the positive, because you'll gonna make it okay i maybe just bullshitting here, if you really think so but all i want you to know, be it you to doubt or not, i really care i really care about you, and tt's why im trying so hard here and there to encourage you even though i only knew some wee things about what situation you are in, yes wee, little but i want to cheer you up, and stop you from gloomy really. anw i gotta go already, oh man i've got this feeling that im gonna have insomnia again tonight god bless me, to get good result for history. tomoro! have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/13/2008 09:40:00 PM Saturday, October 11, 2008
i was in vry bad mood yesterday, and im glad that i attended noeleen's birthday celebration cos, it really cheered me up :D HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NOELEEN TAN!
have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/11/2008 07:35:00 PM Friday, October 10, 2008
to shuangling: haha no problem :DD okay, jus for your info, i've spent 6 more bucks on poster paints == 6 colours for 6 bucks sian.. anw, after all, i've decided to change my blogsong to ray j's One Wish it's a nice song i listened at someone's tagged account i jus like this song anw hmm around an hour more to meet noeleen they'all yea im confused about the location, seriously -_- haha forget it, everything's gonna be fine soon i think i'll not start with any clay work yet, cos im seriously in a bad mood now ahhhhhh dump it away. yea, you don't know, don't care a thing about me my pain, my everything so why do i care more? have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/10/2008 04:46:00 PM Thursday, October 9, 2008
how would you react when everything infront of you seems so unrealistic? ok woke up late today, because my mum chose to listen to my words of semi-consciousness and let me cont. my sleep till 12 noon yea, im supposed to wake up early 9 so after doing my it day works, went out to buy somethings and noeleen's present and guess what? i went into square 2 0.o cos the angel clay shop is at square 2 when i went into the shop, the lady boss asked me if im using the clay for the first time so i started telling her that i did it in my school, and about me making the figurines for mp, Dr Vivian Balarkrishnan(i finally know wat's his name) and so i've got a student discount :D, but i spent quite a fortune thr hmmm, and i found out that i actually don't have poster paint == damn, gonna buy tomoro so carried on to velocity, saw a red adidas bag, it's nice man 45 bucks.... guess i wun be able to afford one tt soon maybe gonna get one when i got my second work done, and i got the pay haha went to united square (basically i jus went around the whole novena lar) nothing much, and i am vry curious about people wearing polo tees wth the logo 'hw' wow, they cmes in numbers, and i was wondering, are they students? they looks like foreigners, so i guess this 'hw' should be some international schools anw, i decided not to care more, as i wun be seeing them for the rest of the year, and even if i know wat hw stands for, i'll most probably forgot about it in a few weeks time & united square's boring, and i hate tt underground passage went to amk to buy wrappers, and monochrome factor 5 :D finally i'ce abandoned the thoughts of waiting for hsuan and bought one myself and it's great! :D when i walked out of my house in the mid-afternoon, i dun really feel the weight which weigh me down mentally however, when i was going home, i feel the weight, not only mentally, but physically =x i've spent a fortune today.... why love? when as much as all the sweetness and happiness it brings to you, it brings pain and heartbreaks too. however, who can resist such temptation? that slight moment of warmth, of sweetness fuck, even those who doesn't trust it will fall for it unnoticed. have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/09/2008 06:01:00 PM Wednesday, October 8, 2008
 i'm dosed by nelly's new album damn cool, and im addicted to his songs too bad for me, no money for me to buy his album :( i need sponsors! and this is a nice song gonna buy noeleen's birthday present tomoro :D and i think im buying some angel clays too haha heard it's ex =x darn & yes andrea my girl, it's damn months since you tagged my blog haha thanks anw, and haha im gonna miss ya like forever! and let's go out someday, for ur upcoming birthday! i've finally cleaned up my blog... :D have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/08/2008 10:52:00 PM Like finally, my Exams are over! 2 weeks, and it just passed by as immediately as 2 days :D and today's amaths was ok, though i may pass, i wun pass with flying colours but after all, i do have high chance of passing :D failing a-maths is the last thing i would expect & great for me, my art paper was over like less than 24 hours ago DNT and FNN friends are mugging hard for their last paper, which was exactly an hrs from now and to think about it thoroughly, this year is soon to be gone in that not-so-distant future, i'll be looking at my o'lvl art questions worrying about what the crab im about to come out with and vry soon, i'll stop all the enjoyments for a long period to mug in the blink of eyes, i'd have complete my o's cont. my working life during the 3 free months before jcs and polys gonna start it isn't far from now, i've spent 3years in phs alr! when i was doing my art piece yesterday at the big, air-con hall with lotsa tables and mere 17 art students trying hard to complete their works, i've been thinking a lot about last year around this season, horngjye and me were working hard trying to trash each other's asses when we actually were doing our art prep together at his home and eating the bowl of noodles his mum has prepared for us for afternoon lunch it's so contradictng, we actually worked together while we are thinking of winning each other in art but because of this common purpose and interest we shared, we became best friends, along with sean however, as much as art brought us together, it pulls us apart when i decided to pursue my dreams, while horngjye decided to choose the comb. his mum prefered him to go to though we're no longer in the same class, and seldom got the chance to be together, unlike the prev yr we're still gonna be best friends (: & i'm gonna go to sean's house with him to play gun-toting video games where we'll get betrayed by sean, no doubts, when we turned our view away from him in the game of halo and i'll be sure an easy prey for both of them, and i'll always get caught between their cross-fires pathetic me and my control of joysticks :( one year, and it's an eventful one and i've got no school for tomoro and friday! that's the best thing after exam exams are over, i no longer needed to stay till late at night trying to get things on my head but as fast as the old worries are gone, the new worries surfaced how did i do for my exams, especially history and english which i had most screwed up? forget it, i shall not care more and enjoy myself this two days and of cos, my private stuffs :D friday's noeleen's birthday :D have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/08/2008 11:42:00 AM Monday, October 6, 2008
yo! i'm back after like.... ehhh, 3 days!(or less, forget it) i'd really like to earn a million a week well... that's horse shit -__- ok! i'm damn high now cos. physics was easy! along with my chinese! so... im gonna pass :D & now left with two pathetic papers namely, art & a-maths a-maths, i'm preparing to fail, cos no time to study a shit! and my most beloved art.... i dunno, i've not really started on my prep. which is totally DAMNIT! & i'm still worrying about my history... hais.... anw noeleen's birthday this week (: money spending again! :D im really out of cash, arh.... i wanna buy clothes :( hopefully i can score well and convince my mum for money to buy clothes? nope, i'll get the money for bag instead, i wanna new bag october's a month of egg crackers man, cos many birthdays, so many celebration haha and 20th october is darren's hahas gonna prepare presents i'm really obsessed with jordan belfort's book the wolf of wall street "Act as if you're a wealthy man, rich already, and you'll surely become rich. Act as if you have unmatched confidence and then people will surely have confidence in you. Act as if you have unmatched experience and then people will follow your advice. And act as if you are already a tremendous success, and as sure as i stand here today -you will become successful!"- jordan belfort and anyway thanks menghui for your concern (: i'm alright alr, though the pain is hurting much and sadly to say, i fainted ytd, oh crap :x hit my head, not enough, hit my teeth i woke up as immediately as i fainted after a bump on my front teeths okay, luckily, thanks god, my teeth's not crooked, nor it's falling off (: i'm gonna sleep now, im so tired and seeya a few days later. bye! and you know, i wanna celebrate you birthday with you really (: have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/06/2008 05:41:00 PM Friday, October 3, 2008
 Happy belated birthday HoShuangling :Dthough i did wish her happy birthday yesterday, i think it'll be nice if i wish her once more here all the best man! and may your wishes come true :D pictures of shuangling's birthday celebration on 2 october2008  me, shuangling & alwyn  went to yuki no yaki yesterday with shuangling, yinghui, alwyn, noeleen and michelle to clebrate shuangling's birthday and all of us were like taking the food like it's free in the end, we didnt get to finish all haha of cos, we're not fined for that, and it costed us mere $12.90 it's the longest lunch we had, we went in around 2:15? and got our butts out at 4:30haha we're cool so walked around marina square, and dammit! temptation! gawr... thr's lotsa nice shops for clothes, and i can expect the amount of money i'll be spending right after my examination vast amount, i assume. and you'll see my pocket empty and so after that alwyn, noeleen, michelle and me went down to Secret Recipes to buy a cake for shuangling to give her some surprises and we're desperately looking for lighters! haha the plan went well, and it was great so had our ice cream at both swesens and changing appetite and it was long since i've eaten ice cream! about 8 months ago i ate my last, i think. it was a great day yesterday, and hope it'll be a special and unforgettable day for her too happy birthday, once again :D today's business :( so right after a great day, it's history examination! yea right today of cos, it'd ended but i'm damn stressed up man! i've got a hunch that i'm so gonna fail =( darn... i jus couldnt think of anything damn thing fast enough and god, i think my essays and sbqs are not well written at all be prepared to see my gloomy face during scriptchecking sad case. i just got exceptionally high expectation for humanities and i can't afford to fail it, at all costs i really wanna do well, cos i want to cos i've been working hard for it arh stressed hopefully it'll be like what others told me, i can pass :D  anw this is a nice book i've got myself not long ago, to be true,i bought this 2 days ago :D yea the wolf of wall street about this guy, jordan belfort, who taught the mafia how to cheat telegraph haha i've read a short prologue, and i find it nice though thr's lotsa F***, ya you know i mean not literally, what i mean is that there's alot of vulgarities haha (suit me lots, im always listening to such raps) although i don't doubt that thr's something in this story anw this book is written by jordan belfort, yea it's non-fiction it was suppose to be my time killer, and also an assignment to improve my english after exam haha it's nice, and i dun regret buying it and f.y.i, im actually wanted to buy obama's 'dream of my father' but somehow, i find this more interesting, and more pages (haha cheapo) ok i dont mean to write any vulgarities here, but i really think that my mind's fucked up something is wrong somewhr, in my brain i'm thinking wierd, unrealistic things haha well... im going insane have the whole world as your pals big boy lives life @ 10/03/2008 10:52:00 AM |
