when i was a child,
i spoke as a child, i understood as a child,
i thought as a child;
but when i become a man, i put childish things away.

-1 Corinthians 13:11



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Light On - David Cook

the above video's 'light on' by david cook
one of my favourite songs now, and i think i really rocks (:

well today isnt a really good day
and shit! i have alot of homeworks not completed haha sad
tomoro's celebrating michelle birthday :D

anyway, treated my sis dinner as her belated birthday treat
to bakerzin haha.
ok the food thr is not bad
$45.55 0.0 oh man haha im getting poorer :/

ok i think im gonna stop here
anw to miss ng: thanks :D hope you get well soon

hope you guys enjoy the song (:
***
how i hope i can be at your side
like i always did
how i wish i could share with you
my everything
however, i dun think i could do anything
now you no longer needed me
i find out that, i need you more than your need for me...
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 1/31/2009 08:15:00 PM


ok i assure you that this will be a short post haha
i'm tired! dead beat, im not feeling too well
was fluing all the way in school, and wth it got worst after 3.2km run
now i'm still feeling the pain in my ab -.-

anw school was alright today
not much disappointment, but was vry fed up with math
Amath, idiotic differentiation product rule -.-
and s.s i guess i great, and it always the lesson with full of laughter
not because of ms seh, but jiahui and edward haha

so the rests are boring, except for the careerkeys workshop
haha another laughing class, everyone's watching yaoming and jiahui imitating teachers
and i'm proved rite, cos disc test isnt accurate -.-
as personality changes due to some factors, like things tt have been going on
and i'm unfortunate that the test was done during the times when i was kinda emo
so wth! 50 dollars' gone like tt -.-

ok i've gotta cont. wit my art now
seeya

at the moment you got me dead
you got half of my life destroyed.
oh, how unworthy

haha lol it's nth
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 1/29/2009 09:29:00 PM


so how's everyone doing, during the JOYOUS CNY yesterday? :D
tell you man, i'm dead, i didnt do my eng homework yet :/

anyway, nvr go out shopping in town area durinig cny's eve
never, because it's as eerie as cemmetry
i went out during the eve, and guess wat? most of the shop in bj are rushing to close down
at 4pm! goodness' sake
so i jus picked a clothes at vintage and headed off to andy's shop

haji lane was worse! i see almost no souls, although the shops thr are still open at 6
decided to head to orchard road instead, and passed by a shop selling j-rock clothings and actually, i really find it quite cool
though i can say that i'm not into that kind of style
and that auntie tending that shop kept repeating a few sentences which i can nvr forget
(some will be in chinese, so i hope you'll pardon me)
"现在我们有new year sales, 全部衣服都有20% off"
"阿boy啊(calling me), 你要不要看这个vest? 你很适合vest的。现在买大概$45 after cut"
“喜欢的话就拿咯，现在有discount"
seriously, i find her enthusiasm in promoting her goods is remarkable
and i really appreciates her kind assistance and help to introduce us more about j-rock stuffs
and of cos, to kill our time
but seriously, i'm not someone who will take things for granted
so guys, if you really adore japanese street fashion or comical dressings,
dolls dressing up in japanese street fashion
you can go to this shop, Alice 88th. you can find it along bali lane
it's vry distinctive, you can find it vry easily
and maybe if you wanna, go to the website
http://alice88th.blogspot.com/

and i would like to add something on, i really like one of the vests thr
i will definitely buy tt for prom night if right now is the time
too bad, it isn't


there is alot of things i would like to blog about tt shop, but i think, i better continue
okay so we headed down to orchard, and it's so empty that i believe tt anywhr u make ****, no one's gonna care(except for police)
we are fortunate tt some shops in ngee ann city were still open
and some tips, if you're looking for some cotton shoes
you can consider cotton on, it's selling them for jus $19.95

as we walked further, we see nth alr
somerset, im glad that the heeren hmv was still open
so we browsed around, and "light on" by David Cook is great (:

bus trip to my grandparents' house is disastrous =/

ok so i gotta go now, have to get prepared to go to my relatives house
so everyone! all the best in your ang baos collection :D

when i look up, i find that you're no longer thr
we seems to get further apart, no matter how much we try
i discover, you're not the one i can truly express myself to.
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 1/27/2009 12:31:00 AM


Finally, it's "cheena" new year's eve :D
ok dun mean to discriminate, but i think cheena sounds cuter haha
i always liked cny eve, especially when i was much younger
but right now... i think all tt i anticipate are money... and more clothes :D

oh yea, i think im so gonna buy either jeans or clothes today man!
most probably buying some from topman, and going to slack at andy's shop once again haha
i guess everywhr's getting a 20% off, so cool
shall shop till my head drop :/

well i decided to write some of my resolution today
haha i guess it still counts right?
-to get gold once again for napfa
-to achieve great results for o'lvl
-perfect score (not jus A1) for art (seems impossible, but im gonna try)
-earn more money :D
-continue to progress, say no to yesterday

haha ok some of them, some
guess i shall end here, cos im sweaty like shit
im gonna get myself a bath haha
ok so seeya guys

"surrender" by billy talent's nice :D
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 1/25/2009 01:35:00 PM


oh man my class had dissected a froggy today :0
and my group's the most biantai one hahaha -.-
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 1/22/2009 09:50:00 PM


after a few weeks of school, im starting to get use to the schedule
stress' getting easier to cope with, and life's getting better
and it's been confirmed tt im taking fashion designs
and i guess, thr's no way im gonna back out right now, isnt it?

okay, i'm having new targets already
nyjc-arts stream.
which means i have to work even harder, cos no affilations.
if not, i'll probably aim for yjc, cos it has good arts steam
you know, i want to continue taking arts, but i dun wanna lose touch with maths
so i'm gonna work hard!

cny celebration this friday! :D
so cool, i can have more sleeping time (:
i've been lacking of sleeps recently, which is sian lar
but after cny, art will have remedial!
gosh, it'll end like 9pm, tt's wat miss ng says
sad =(

anw all the best to everyone out thr struggling like me!
and thanks to people who have been encouraging me
thank yingying for your encouragement! i wun let ya down :D
and yep, shuang, let's work hard together man!

i think tt i finally know wat i have to do
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 1/21/2009 09:39:00 PM


okay. today was normal
though i was somehow adnormally tired compared to other days
must be cos of the late night show i've watched yesterday
'the happening' haha it's nice, really it is

planned to do my art later on
the previous design sucks, it doesn't have the 'marine life' feel
tt's wat my sis says. lol i bet ms ng will say the same thing
so i have to flip through my aquarium guide to find a better fish haha

art. math of all kinds. language. humanities.
they are starting to weigh heavy in my heart
dragging me down, i could hardly breathe
stress, ruining my mood
making my speeches so damn rude
and now, i'm thinking of something wrong
oh man, stress kills
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 1/19/2009 09:04:00 PM


feeling kinda bored, empty, sian, nth to do whatever
jus feeling wierd, im tired, i need someone to talk to
sadly, it doesnt seems to have anyone out there for me
SIAN

anyway, i think i'll be dead cos i've yet to complete my history homework :/
have to chiong alr man! monday have to submit
im damn tired right now ==

ok this is a short post
i wanna sleep
bye
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 1/18/2009 02:25:00 AM


Olvl art is not jus plainly an examination
it is a competition with art talents of our age in singpore.
STRESS :O!!!!!
*** *** ***

i've never felt so stressed up before, hey man, im feeling stress even before the common tests!
targets, at most 11 points for o'lvl, cannot go any higher!
and so i'm now revising everyday
HL-hardcore/hectic life
whadda hell!! now i finally know that school life can be real hectic/hardcore

and after the assembly this afternoon
i finally understand wat my new principal is trying to achieve
HE IS TRYING TO BREAK THE NATIONAL TARGETS, REGARDLESS ACADEMIC OR FITNESS OR I DUNNO WHAT
which directly means,
WE ALL ARE GONNA BE GRINDED ALIVE!
okay, i was, yesterday by mr teo, my p.e teacher
also an army instructor who has the intention to
let us taste slightly a bit of hell to make us pass chin up
this is one thing i hate being born early, i didnt get well for napfa cos my chin ups sucks -.-
so now, i have to grind myself in both my physical fitness and academic results
HL- it's hardcore enough

oh ya, one more thing. i have to design a clothes based on the olvl paper themes
to show ms ng so that she could decide if im suitable for fashion design or NOT
she finds my idea for canvas painting okay, so she wanna see which is better for me
to ace my o's.
i quite like the idea i had for painting oso, though i dun really wish to draw it out
cos 'nvr do an art piece relating to a person if it'll not last forever'
haha find out wat this means urself
and once again, this is HL

ok i gotta go, i jus came back after hunting for fashion books
got nth much, and none of them will be vry useful.
seeya
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 1/16/2009 06:25:00 PM


Let's have a moment of peace for this while....
and i'll show you my :/ pic before i start anything....

....

I'M FEELING SO DAMN STRESSED RIGHT NOW! ARGHHH!!!!
homework's piling up like nobody's business
time for school extended, no time to sleep well
Art o'lvl prep gonna start like this friday, and i haven chosen a confirmed theme
i've got no cca, which means i have to get all distinction in order to go sajc
humanities, teachers want a 25% distinction for the cohort, i doubt i can make it
thr's so much to do, so little time
wanna do well in chinese, but im gradually losing interest in it
english! it's like a big weigh on my shoulder, i could hardly breath
canteen's always full of queues, it's making me sick and tired
hearing most of the hcl ppl getting a1s for chi o'lvl, i somehow felt so depressed
all subjects are like hammers and drills
and oh damn it, i got ss, maths, chinese to be completed today
tomoro im ending lesson at 4:30 cos of p.e
cos of the lousy timetable arranged by the staffs, like wat they ever do
i need someone to cheer me up, cos im so damn emo now :(

ahh sian, tt's how i felt since art lesson till now

anyway, i think i'll jus end this post like that
and off i go to study

bye.
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 1/14/2009 07:50:00 PM


WHAT IS ART TO ME?
-passion
-a career probably
-an interest
-beautification?

i dunno exactly what it is
but i really wanna be a designer

never create an art for a person, unless you're sure tt it'll last forever
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 1/11/2009 11:05:00 PM


hey guys! my apologies for leaving my blog to rot on its own
well, you know, this is the... 11th day i'm a sec four
so wat i did every night os studying studying studying and crap -.-

well due to my sickness last friday, and my art homework(hols one f.y.i)
i left my hist hol homework undone! undone! but who cares?
thr's only one period of it tomoro, so i doubt we'll do anything
at most i try to be late by a few minutes deliberately ;D

oo, we're reprimanded by hui zai(mr hui) for being late everytym(inclusive of last yr's)
one whole period, 10 of us, slacking outside the maths homeroom
but nevertheless, i completed the R-formula worksheet though i was outside the class
i'm hardworking, but being late for classes for me is inevitable :/

friday was bad, i was down with some sickness other than flu,
and the phlegm's choking me :/
so i didnt get to enjoy the sp open house, though i really would like to

yesterday, woke up rather early, late morning arnd 11:30
despite being sick, i went to amk garden to take photos for my art homework haha
and i discovered tt it's so damn small, flower species are so limited!
damn, i should have gone to fort canning or botanic garden

today! woke up early -.-
and went to andy's boutique (his aunt's, to be exact) to take more photos -.-
the third week i went thr, and oh man, my fav shirt left me before i get to buy it =(
but well, luckily i kept a pic of it as memo
you'll get to see it in the sketchbook :D

tt's all, and oh man! tomoro getting art o lvl topics!
:/ and all the best to those getting their mtl olvl result tomoro haha

除此之外 我要你明白 你的笑 我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待 其实都还算愉快
除此之外 非常遗憾 你的心我还是打不开
and if you need somebody
我确定我会在
不会走开。。。

you're gonna understand, i'm falling in love with your smiles
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 1/11/2009 10:28:00 PM


heh yea! i'm logging in the middle of the night once more
don't feel like sleeping, cos i'll have to chiong my history homework tomoro before going out haha
hmm would be going to funan see peiqin they'all working haha
and maybe heading to haji lane to andy's shop
wth, his shop is cool! slacked there for like 4hrs during new year eve with addie
I MISS THE DARK CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM THERE

and ohya, i didnt post anything about my events during newyear and its eve

ok, nothing special exactly, went to countdown party at raffles' place cos marina barage's full!
it's alright, at least i gotta have a close look at the firework :D
one word, great
and somehow andy said that it's so touching till he's gonna cry. aww
got to know this girl, szehui too, during tt countdown party ha

went to addie's house with andy during new year
haha oh man, it's damn fun lar, his coms and ps3 all got kope by us
was playing his com at first, got tired and decided to watch 'vantage point'
andy's got all fascinated by the terrorists' strategy in the show
haha well no matter how well-planned it is, it's no longer effective now
cos i bet every police would have watched that show already :/

i'm surprised to see a ps3 fps game at his house
oh well. he's a fan of automobiles. so he likes racing games more than shooting
but like expected, there's only one. haha -.-
it's fun though, 'resistance:fall of man'
after playing like 3 hours or more, i've become a pro at controllers
i was once a noob user of joysticks. -.-
and he gonna thank me man, i've completed many stages for him :D

okay tt's all for those two days, and i've exchanged my shoes for another design :D
damn happy haha

i'm still having holiday mood despite the fact tt the school has reopened
hmm... still can't believe that i'm sec4 already
many of us could'nt, cos it's like so sudden
and ohya, we're all talking about D.E already
dining etiquette
and now we're like talking about who'll be our partner for it
-.-, alwyn said that he'll gonna pick the one with the best dressing
asking everyone to stand in one row for him to pick hahaha

i wanna change url man
haha still have'nt thought of any nice idea
and i would wanna go for math tution,
anyone, any recommendations? :D

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 1/04/2009 02:11:00 AM


NEW YEAR :D NEW YEAR :D
HAHAHA FIRST POST OF THIS YR, AND...
oh man, i'm sec4 kid alr -.-

well while many of the sec1s are looking forward to school, meeting new friends and targetting around (smirking;D)
i'm sick and tired to welcome school reopen with kisses and hugs -.-
anyway, i'm glad to see most of the friends around :D
esp the sec5s i know

the school opening and 'new principal' ceremony was boring
so was class, though it's much better lar
the class was in total 'high-ness' during the class committee nomination
esp for the welfare one -.-
ok haha forget about it :/

and my first cheque this yr :D
150sgd for good progress award :D
oh man!! birthday i'm rich alr :D:D:D
ok so much for money :/

went to j8 with clique for lunch at mac haha
without shuangling though, and madeline joined us shortly after
-.- sadded sia, spent 10 bucks at mac :/
so alwyn's searching for a new bag, and now i felt like buying new one too
walked around j8 for a while, and headed back home

eh... should i go exchange my current everlast shoe for another design or should i not? =(

&I LOVE MY FRED PERRY BAG :D:D:D

if what is done cannot be undo
then let what's begone be gone.

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 1/02/2009 08:46:00 PM