when i was a child,
i spoke as a child, i understood as a child,
i thought as a child;
but when i become a man, i put childish things away.

-1 Corinthians 13:11



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"Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too."

"The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?"

had my two orals, el and cl, yesterday and today morning respectively
i would say, i did fairly?
haha i'm not very confident to get high scores, but at least i knew one thing
i've put my very best
well, i think english oral was easier
i screwed the chinese conversation up a little, which is omdg -.-
anyway, when i'm taking my oral, i find one thing the two examiners have in common
they're having their eyes opened wide
maybe they're mesmerized by my drastic gesticulations
My salesperson's habits kicked in.

cl listening compre was easy,
i have confidence that i will score very well for it :D

weekends homework are piling up -.-
ss notes, eng compo, math, chinese, history
haha hopefully i could complete everyhting by tomoro,
yea hope, wish, dreams
it's unlikely for me to complete everything

Darren came my house today after cl listening compre
haha showed him my plan for grad nite clothings :D
ok it shall be remained secret
(a crazy fool like me who's already planned his gradnite suit)

ohya, i guess very soon i may switch to livejournal
kinda bored with blogger now
and livejournal seems so much interesting haha
still trying to get used to it

三个铃 says that she's gonna slaughter my home family the next time she sees me
oh man, im so scared ;D

"It seems that I can't shake those memories. I wonder if you feel the same way too?"
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/28/2009 09:00:00 PM


"it takes time for a person to see the full picture so large..."

okay, i found out that i'm blogging frequently nowadays,
well, more frequent than the few months back at least
sore throat is recovering, which is great
hopefully I'll be fine for oral tomorrow

"... and it really takes time for me to understand..."

Term 2 week1 is no longer fun.
I've noticed that lessons are getting tense, somehow
(maybe i'm just imagining things?)
It's really time for every one of us to get serious in our studies
and for me to buck up in everyting, esp my el -.-
well how i wish my english is getting better
disappointment.

"... every attempts to see the full picture make me bleed from within."

When you find your mind is racing,
the voices within are roaring too loud
you'll definitely find a way to keep u busy
and try to find a way to escape these roars, these insanity
that's what i did, my mind is filled with thoughts
so much that i have to keep myself as busy as possible
giving myself as little time alone as possible
that's why i worked as a salesperson, which i have barely any time alone
and that's why i go for art everytime after school
well, gimme a sec, i didn't mean that i do art jus to escape
i love art, and it's also one way for me to relax
well, hopefully everything's gonna be alright

do you call these stress? or i'm jus imagining things too much?

April is appraoching, it's time for me to take my strides.

nobody is ever perfect. not me, not you.
behind that mask of confidence lies the shadow of insecurity.
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/26/2009 10:05:00 PM


hohoho 三个铃，零，灵 :D
(inside joke)

haha decided to put up this pic, since shuang said that i'm such a bad person
who didnt put this pic up while she did
took this pic during one of the math lessons, when we two got dead bored.
haha don't i look kiddy in this pic? :D

for the reason why shuang's being called san ge ling than liang ge ling (shaung ling)
i shall keep it a secret.
hey i'm risking my life of being killed by her tomoro by putting up san ge ling :D
haha dun kill me if u ever see this man :P

well, i do consider about addressing her 000 in my blog... hmmm...

anyway, my throat was pretty bad today,
especially this morning, before recess.
it was so terrible that i couldn't speak at all
and i could only communicate with 'san ge ling' using paper and pens
LAWL
fortunately, i got better after having my recessbreak
and my throat doesn't hurt so bad for chinese and english
but still, it's unbearable.

math remedial is enjoyable, though i believe that we've gotten mr hui too pissed off
haha with all the hamas and 'san ge ling' :D
yaoming," waah shuangling, ni shi james bond de senior sia. people 007, u 000"
so went to watch volleyball match for a while, and went home to take my things
headed for art till 6.30
progression? it wasn't that bad, yet not near perfect =(

well, counting down... approximately 160 days to 31 of August
O'lvl paper 1 submission! It does seems long, but i dun think that way
you see, almost 3 months has gone, and most of us were still doing sketches?

hopefully my throat will recover soon, cl and el orals are on their way!

have been in no mood these days
and a bit tired? haha stress' fault
it seems like i've ceased to greet, esp with my bad throat soring -.-
hopefully i'll have my mood lifted soon :D

trying not to think, trying hard not to think...
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/24/2009 08:21:00 PM


My throat is killing me, for chrissake!

first day of school today, and everything isn't that bad
despite having some sores in the throat, and slight headache early morning
anyway, i'm jus blogging out of boredom
everything seems good, though i'm not feeling as great
stress is overwhelming, for goodness' sake
damn... term 2 of the year after all

guess i have to do my homework now,
like i said, i'm jus blogging out of boredom
lol, have been re-reading my wolf of wall street.

another post with half-palm-length. damn

I looked out that txi window,"It'll definitely be wonderful if both of us were meant for each other." but no, we don't
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/23/2009 08:54:00 PM


okay, i've decided to delete my 2 prev posts
cos i see no point in posting half-a-palm-size of blogpost on my blog
so i decided to sum out eveything in this new posts haha

so i'm very proud to say that i've done with my math and Amath hw on heymath
well, for once, i did my hol homework during holiday
normally, i'll jus do them when the school reopens
oh man, it's painful to remember the fact tt i did not complete my chinese and ss hw

so after so many things
i found myself on the verge to commit the same old mistakes i've made once
have been thinking a lot on wednesday, when i'm terribly sick
when i'm dying from sneezings and coughings and headaching
suddenly, i see no meaning in whatever i do
life is tiring... after all

school's reopening soon, in 2 days' time
and i didnt get to enjoy myself due to heavy schedules..
was practically busy with school works and IT show during the past weekend
somehow, art became a way for me to relax and a medicine for me to stop imaging things
stress are overwhelming these days, so good to have people whom you can rely on
too bad, i have none haha. well, maybe it's jus cos i don't want to

currently listening to 'littlest things' by lily alen
recieved it from james haha
kinda like tt song, find it v nice though
the lyrics don't relate to me in any ways
am jus in love with the music

no one to go to movie with this weekend, which is so sad for me
haha well my movie vouchers expires on the last day of may
so it's alright :D
i'll jus have to postpone to some other days

2 in the morning right now
and i find myself not sleeping, but continuing this post and listening to music
hmm.. i dunno anymore
someone talk to me please~
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/21/2009 12:56:00 AM


big boy lives life, IT show 2009

hey yo guys, i'm finally back after my job at the IT show during the weekend
and yea, i got quite a good sales, unlike keegen
life's good, and i doubt i'll get sick
and the show's terribly crowded, and sales person like me was often being squeezed away
now i'm feeling so bored, and this always happen after i've worked a show

anyway, that girl in the photo with me is my close friend during the two days :D
Maxine, nice name haha and i find her looks a little similar to Sijia,
not in this picture though, in real life
it's really enjoyable to have her with me during the show
cos of that, i'm not bored at all!
you know, sometimes it can be real boring if u don't have someone to talk to and slack around with, and you know that this will eventually make u cease to smile
and not only that, she's my partner for train rides back home :D
(cos keegen is soooo fortunate to have his parents to fetch him and his sis home)
so i'm really glad to be able know her
she's a blessing (:

oh ya anyway, great thanks to yingying who came by and visited me on saturday :D
haha ya, it's been three months since we met, and was damn glad to see her again

anyway, i'm really one lucky chap in this show man
it all begins like this:
i was dazing around when the crowd began disperse
and a customer came to talk to me about the HP GPS we're selling
so i told him all the specs, and suddenly, he began to ask me about netts payment
and about the netts extra charges
so i thought it's normal for customers to ask about it,
and so i jus told him that my company will absorb the sales
suddenly he patted on my shoulder and said, "actually i'm from the nett agency, i'm glad to tell u that i'm presenting you this 2 cathay movie voucher to thank your company for using and supporting nett"
so i got my supervisor to sign on it, and i got the tickets :D
ok haha wat a luck, aint it? it costs more than a sales commision
so... which kind and fair lady would like to go for a movie with me this sunday? *wink*

haha well while I'm telling Maxine to control her intakes of fruitips as she's coughing
i forgot to control myself and got myself a badthroat -.-
u'll know that when u hear my voice
totally out! ha ha it's normal lar, always had some bad flues or bad throats after shows
but this time, I'm lucky, i didn't shout a lot
cos we all knew that, the mic of Audio House is invincible


how i wish to have everyone to sing k on that day we got our pay :D
and i found out that, remaining single is cool (reasons shall remain untold of)

Finally i understood where exactly i belong to
and i'm letting it go
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/16/2009 05:16:00 PM


Dining Etiquette 2009!
ok haha im not gonna post with words, but with photos
and i think tt the DE is nice but the place and food isnt

before going to grassroot club

me and clara :D
me and sijia

have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/12/2009 11:14:00 PM




Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here


I've been thinking a lot and a lot these days
d.e's tomoro, excited.
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/11/2009 10:26:00 PM


i turned back upon hearing voices...

today's totally foul. Was sicked and flu-ed like a fool
illness and iritations futher deteriorate my temper
i felt like a ticking time bomb,
were armed to explode at any moment
i should learn how to control my temper man
i don't want to make things worse with my bad mood

everytime when it rains, it makes me think how good we once were...

so today was as per normal, had our normal routines
was lucky that we did nothing much for math, ss and chinese
finally, thr's a topic on physics which attracts me quite alot
Statics Electricity, haha it looks fun
maybe it's because i have strong interests in magnetism,
and both topics are very similar

for S.S, i felt like sleeping every seconds while copying the notes
i have little interest in topic on Globalisation

O I asked myself,"hey who are you?"...

ok haha anyway went home ealier than my classmates today
due to my illness, Mr Hui is kind enough to allow me to go home after doing my worksheet
It really works like magic man, when you're sick and tired,
you seems to be some kind of genius
which no math questions will be challenging enough to you
and you seems to be able to finish them so fast.
went home and slept without washing up, slept through the remaining afternoon
5 hours, i tell myself,"i can forget about sleeping early tonight..."

i want to be a better person...

D.E is coming, i'm getting all excited
a little nervous, and afraid that my dressing would be too formal or too simple
well forget it, recession man, must save.
How i hope i can have wealth like edward,
and i'll definitely purchase the whole suit of D&G's spring/summer 2009 collection
or maybe burberry or louis vuitton. Dior Homme's great also haha
okay stop daydreaming, i'm no edward.

will be going bugis with sean tomoro, maybe darren's following too
haha you think i must crazy, it's school day
wonder what should i get?
clothes, tote bags or bagpack?

hmm how i wish thr's someone be by my side for me to share my feelings
and maybe, someone to guide me to be a better person?

D&G rocks anyway.
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/10/2009 10:53:00 PM


"...I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list ..."

"...I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore..."

ok these days i'm not feeling tt good
rather foul tempered sometimes, that's what i think at least
due to some things which it shall be remained untold of

anyway, i've bought my DE clothes!!!
it's very simple, too simple compared to what i've plan to have initially
decided to have a change of plans cos after all, it's D.E
YCK grassroot club, i don't think i have to wear too grandly
after a whole night of thinking before th shopping yesterday,
i've decided to buy something much more simple,
and will wear something nier for Grad nite if it's held in some hotels or what so ever
haha hopefully, it'll be Marina Madarin Hotel!

i think i will look too formal on that day,
i find my shirt similar to those that the working guys are wearing :/
wanted to not tucked in, but since it's a so-called formal event, i have to
haha ok i dun wanna imagine how i'll look -.-

yesterday andy was lucky, he got a large stitch soft toy in the machine merely for 3 or 4 bucks

oh ya, i've cut my hair!
damn haha is feeling quite regretted now :/
nvrm, it'll grow long vry soon, i guess

have you ever faced struggles just to let everything go,
and when u decided not to, it is jus as worse?
have you ever liked a person,
yet forced urself not to cos you know that you're not good enough?
have you ever felt like exploding,
trying so hard to find someone to share your pain with?

i don't like wearing tees.
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/09/2009 08:21:00 PM




"How can i ever really make it up to you
Please don't tell me it's too late
I wish i could say I'm sorry and make it all go away
How can i let you know how i feel for you
Without messing up all the word's
It's too late to say I'm sorry
Would it take back yesterday"

somehow, i got to listen this song while browsing over my old mp3 which I've abandoned for a few months, and i even forgot that I've this song!
okay i like this song a lot ha ha
and if you guys ever notice, I've posted it up last yr, in one of the posts
anyway, it isn't any new songs, it's rather old in fact
but i liked this a lot, cos i just like this song :/
though the lyrics doesn't relate to me, but i like the music (:

so all common tests results are out!
out of 6 graded subjects, only half of it reached my target
no, not really, it's 2
only two reached at least a A2 (humans)
while my sci is just by a few decimals damn
was very disappointed in Chinese and Amath,
and will be working much more harder for English
after all, i know i can do it!

after yesterday, i think that i should learn to love P.E more

suffering from dilemmas recently
unexplainable and untold dilemmas
irritated.

P.E tomorrow again, followed by Jogathon.
a week to Dining etiquette!
ha ha got all excited about it
gonna do some shopping this coming weekend and
oh damn it! more money must be withdrew to pay for the clothing and art materials
dead.

Whatever: haha ya lar i'm more significant than the POTUS you know! (I have a feeling that you don't know what is POTUS :/) anyway all the best for your S.korea trip next week ha ha ha!
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/04/2009 09:53:00 PM


28 Gathering 2009well, before i talk about the gathering
i would like to talk about things before that

woke up early at 8am due to the fact that i slept at 8pm the night before :/
went to school to do my art coursework at 9:30 :D
ok it was tiring, did alot of designs using octopus -.-
and it was disastrous :/
so stayed all the way till 4:3o, and was glad that quite a no. of people came back for art
well, at least i'm not the only one haha
i know some of you would say i'm crazy,
i've stayed so long cos thr's alot of things for me to catch up in art
i'm so damn slow man!
and ya, i've got nothing to do at home :/

6:00pm- went to meet genevieve haha
and in order for me not to be late, i ran all the way from my house down to kathib :/
she passed me my present :D and went to yishun with her since thr's still time before i meet hsuan at YcK station

trained to yck, and to amk to wait for andy
and finally to cityhall! haha adrian was late, very late -.-
and so we headed down to marina sq, then to makan sutra for dinner :D

Walked around Marina Sq after the dinner, and went to the arcade
Andy became the main attraction thr, when he tried so hard to grab soft toys -.-
and ya, he caught one big winnie-a-pooh which you can see in photos and some pinocchio
he can be ur boyfriend if you're vry interested in soft toy collections. haha

so when we were about to head to the river, the rain started pouring, heavily
cursing our luck, we ended up at the esplanade mall,
and walked in the rain to watch some band playing
(we ran so much tt we decided to walk. After all, we're drenched)
took some photos out of childishness haha

group photo-28 gatheringadrian, me and hsuanhsuan, me and andyandy, adrian and hsuan
you'll never know how much i loved you,
till the moment you know how much i hate you so
have the whole world as your pals
big boy lives life @ 3/01/2009 04:48:00 PM